“Did you ever hear of Edwardes, the surgeon?--the Edwardes operation,
you know. Well, he's here. It sounds like a miracle. They found him
sitting on a bench in the hall downstairs.”
Sidney raised her head, but she could not see the miraculously found
Edwardes. She could see the familiar faces of the staff, and that other
face on the pillow, and--she gave a little cry. There was K.! How like
him to be there, to be wherever anyone was in trouble! Tears came to her
eyes--the first tears she had shed.
As if her eyes had called him, he looked up and saw her. He came toward
her at once. The staff stood back to let him pass, and gazed after him.
The wonder of what had happened was growing on them.
K. stood beside Sidney, and looked down at her. Just at first it seemed
as if he found nothing to say. Then:
“There's just a chance, Sidney dear. Don't count too much on it.”
“I have got to count on it. If I don't, I shall die.”
If a shadow passed over his face, no one saw it.
“I'll not ask you to go back to your room. If you will wait somewhere
near, I'll see that you have immediate word.”
“I am going to the operating-room.”
“Not to the operating-room. Somewhere near.”
His steady voice controlled her hysteria. But she resented it. She was
not herself, of course, what with strain and weariness.
“I shall ask Dr. Edwardes.”
He was puzzled for a moment. Then he understood. After all, it was as
well. Whether she knew him as Le Moyne or as Edwardes mattered very
little, after all. The thing that really mattered was that he must try
to save Wilson for her. If he failed--It ran through his mind that if he
failed she might hate him the rest of her life--not for himself, but for
his failure; that, whichever way things went, he must lose.
“Dr. Edwardes says you are to stay away from the operation, but to
remain near. He--he promises to call you if--things go wrong.”
She had to be content with that.
Nothing about that night was real to Sidney. She sat in the
anaesthetizing-room, and after a time she knew that she was not alone.
There was somebody else. She realized dully that Carlotta was there,
too, pacing up and down the little room. She was never sure, for
instance, whether she imagined it, or whether Carlotta really stopped
before her and surveyed her with burning eyes.
“So you thought he was going to marry you!” said Carlotta--or the dream.
“Well, you see he isn't.”
Sidney tried to answer, and failed--or that was the way the dream went.
“If you had enough character, I'd think you did it. How do I know you
didn't follow us, and shoot him as he left the room?”
It must have been reality, after all; for Sidney's numbed mind grasped
the essential fact here, and held on to it. He had been out with
Carlotta. He had promised--sworn that this should not happen. It had
happened. It surprised her. It seemed as if nothing more could hurt her.
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