“I've been lying here a good while. I didn't say much because I knew I'd
have to take a chance. Either I'd pull through or I wouldn't, and the
odds were--well, I didn't say much. The old lady's had a lot of trouble.
But now, with THIS under my pillow for her, I've got a right to ask.
I'll take a chance, if you will.”
“It's only a chance, Jack.”
“I know that. But lie here and watch these soaks off the street. Old, a
lot of them, and gettin' well to go out and starve, and--My God! Mr. Le
Moyne, they can walk, and I can't.”
K. drew a long breath. He had started, and now he must go on. Faith in
himself or no faith, he must go on. Life, that had loosed its hold on
him for a time, had found him again.
“I'll go over you carefully to-morrow, Jack. I'll tell you your chances
honestly.”
“I have a thousand dollars. Whatever you charge--”
“I'll take it out of my board bill in the new house!”
At four o'clock that morning K. got back from seeing Joe off. The trip
had been without accident.
Over Sidney's letter Joe had shed a shamefaced tear or two. And during
the night ride, with K. pushing the car to the utmost, he had felt that
the boy, in keeping his hand in his pocket, had kept it on the letter.
When the road was smooth and stretched ahead, a gray-white line into the
night, he tried to talk a little courage into the boy's sick heart.
“You'll see new people, new life,” he said. “In a month from now you'll
wonder why you ever hung around the Street. I have a feeling that you're
going to make good down there.”
And once, when the time for parting was very near,--“No matter what
happens, keep on believing in yourself. I lost my faith in myself once.
It was pretty close to hell.”
Joe's response showed his entire self-engrossment.
“If he dies, I'm a murderer.”
“He's not going to die,” said K. stoutly.
At four o'clock in the morning he left the car at the garage and walked
around to the little house. He had had no sleep for forty-five hours;
his eyes were sunken in his head; the skin over his temples looked drawn
and white. His clothes were wrinkled; the soft hat he habitually wore
was white with the dust of the road.
As he opened the hall door, Christine stirred in the room beyond. She
came out fully dressed.
“K., are you sick?”
“Rather tired. Why in the world aren't you in bed?”
“Palmer has just come home in a terrible rage. He says he's been robbed
of a thousand dollars.”
“Where?”
Christine shrugged her shoulders.
“He doesn't know, or says he doesn't. I'm glad of it. He seems
thoroughly frightened. It may be a lesson.”
In the dim hall light he realized that her face was strained and set.
She looked on the verge of hysteria.
“Poor little woman,” he said. “I'm sorry, Christine.”
The tender words broke down the last barrier of her self-control.
“Oh, K.! Take me away. Take me away! I can't stand it any longer.”
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