“You were to come,” K. encouraged her, “to see if we couldn't plan
something for you. Now, I think I've got it.”
“If it's another hospital--and I don't want to stay here, in the city.”
“You like surgical work, don't you?”
“I don't care for anything else.”
“Before we settle this, I'd better tell you what I'm thinking of.
You know, of course, that I closed my hospital. I--a series of things
happened, and I decided I was in the wrong business. That wouldn't be
important, except for what it leads to. They are trying to persuade me
to go back, and--I'm trying to persuade myself that I'm fit to go back.
You see,”--his tone was determinedly cheerful, “my faith in myself has
been pretty nearly gone. When one loses that, there isn't much left.”
“You had been very successful.” She did not look up.
“Well, I had and I hadn't. I'm not going to worry you about that. My
offer is this: We'll just try to forget about--about Schwitter's and all
the rest, and if I go back I'll take you on in the operating-room.”
“You sent me away once!”
“Well, I can ask you to come back, can't I?” He smiled at her
encouragingly.
“Are you sure you understand about Max Wilson and myself?”
“I understand.”
“Don't you think you are taking a risk?”
“Every one makes mistakes now and then, and loving women have made
mistakes since the world began. Most people live in glass houses, Miss
Harrison. And don't make any mistake about this: people can always come
back. No depth is too low. All they need is the willpower.”
He smiled down at her. She had come armed with confession. But the offer
he made was too alluring. It meant reinstatement, another chance, when
she had thought everything was over. After all, why should she damn
herself? She would go back. She would work her finger-ends off for him.
She would make it up to him in other ways. But she could not tell him
and lose everything.
“Come,” he said. “Shall we go back and start over again?”
He held out his hand.
CHAPTER XXIX
Late September had come, with the Street, after its summer indolence
taking up the burden of the year. At eight-thirty and at one the school
bell called the children. Little girls in pig-tails, carrying freshly
sharpened pencils, went primly toward the school, gathering, comet
fashion, a tail of unwilling brothers as they went.
An occasional football hurtled through the air. Le Moyne had promised
the baseball club a football outfit, rumor said, but would not coach
them himself this year. A story was going about that Mr. Le Moyne
intended to go away.
The Street had been furiously busy for a month. The cobblestones had
gone, and from curb to curb stretched smooth asphalt. The fascination
of writing on it with chalk still obsessed the children. Every few yards
was a hop-scotch diagram. Generally speaking, too, the Street had put up
new curtains, and even, here and there, had added a coat of paint.
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