Anna was unconscious and sinking fast. One thought obsessed Sidney.
She repeated it over and over. It came as a cry from the depths of the
girl's new experience.
“She has had so little of life,” she said, over and over. “So little!
Just this Street. She never knew anything else.”
And finally K. took it up.
“After all, Sidney,” he said, “the Street IS life: the world is only
many streets. She had a great deal. She had love and content, and she
had you.”
Anna died a little after midnight, a quiet passing, so that only Sidney
and the two men knew when she went away. It was Harriet who collapsed.
During all that long evening she had sat looking back over years of
small unkindnesses. The thorn of Anna's inefficiency had always rankled
in her flesh. She had been hard, uncompromising, thwarted. And now it
was forever too late.
K. had watched Sidney carefully. Once he thought she was fainting, and
went to her. But she shook her head.
“I am all right. Do you think you could get them all out of the room and
let me have her alone for just a few minutes?”
He cleared the room, and took up his vigil outside the door. And, as he
stood there, he thought of what he had said to Sidney about the Street.
It was a world of its own. Here in this very house were death and
separation; Harriet's starved life; Christine and Palmer beginning a
long and doubtful future together; himself, a failure, and an impostor.
When he opened the door again, Sidney was standing by her mother's bed.
He went to her, and she turned and put her head against his shoulder
like a tired child.
“Take me away, K.,” she said pitifully.
And, with his arm around her, he led her out of the room.
Outside of her small immediate circle Anna's death was hardly felt.
The little house went on much as before. Harriet carried back to her
business a heaviness of spirit that made it difficult to bear with
the small irritations of her day. Perhaps Anna's incapacity, which had
always annoyed her, had been physical. She must have had her trouble a
longtime. She remembered other women of the Street who had crept through
inefficient days, and had at last laid down their burdens and closed
their mild eyes, to the lasting astonishment of their families. What did
they think about, these women, as they pottered about? Did they resent
the impatience that met their lagging movements, the indifference
that would not see how they were failing? Hot tears fell on Harriet's
fashion-book as it lay on her knee. Not only for Anna--for Anna's
prototypes everywhere.
On Sidney--and in less measure, of course, on K.--fell the real brunt of
the disaster. Sidney kept up well until after the funeral, but went down
the next day with a low fever.
“Overwork and grief,” Dr. Ed said, and sternly forbade the hospital
again until Christmas. Morning and evening K. stopped at her door and
inquired for her, and morning and evening came Sidney's reply:--
“Much better. I'll surely be up to-morrow!”
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