Katerfelto: A Story of ExmoorWhyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
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Katerfelto: A Story of Exmoor
Whyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
Exmoor (England) -- Fiction
That cruel pain of hers though was not of the kind to gain relief from
insensibility. On the contrary, all her faculties seemed preternaturally
sharpened, while she writhed her slim body like a snake through tufted
grass and broad dock leaves, and all the luxuriant vegetation of the
adjoining meadow, to a hedge that fenced the orchard, where, parting the
tangled branches in her noiseless hands, she peered through, with the
eager, hopeless gaze of an outcast spirit looking on the paradise it has
lost. Not a smile, not a glance, not an unwise gesture of that fond,
foolish pair escaped the watcher. When John Garnet stooped to kiss
Nelly's brow, it seemed as if molten lead had dropped on her own and
seared it to the brain. Then it was that the white teeth clenched to
keep back a little piteous cry, and the nimble fingers stole to her
knife, as though she must needs bury it in his breast, whom she loved,
or hers, the rival's, whom she hated, or, better still, deep and
quivering to the very haft, in her own!
But strong as is the passion of jealousy, it is not, especially in the
female breast, without an element of curiosity that is stronger still.
To scream, to stab, to make any overt disturbance, would be to declare
her presence and debar her from hearing more. Waif bit her lip till the
blood came, and nerved herself to listen. Thus, as the lovers paced to
and fro, taking short turns, after the manner of their kind, and
stopping altogether in often-repeated pauses, for the interchange of
superfluous endearments, she made herself mistress of their secret and
overheard all their conversation. She learned, not without a bitter
pang, how short was John Garnet's sojourn in this fatal vicinity, where
she had been so soon and so easily forgotten. She learned the penalty
that would be exacted for his late exploit, in which she had herself
taken part, should his identity with the reputed highwayman be
discovered by those who were already on his track. She learned in a
brief period of eaves-dropping, that seemed an eternity of misery, more
of his daring courage and good-humoured recklessness--of those very
qualities she most admired and loved in him--than she ever knew before.
And, lastly, she learned that the whole scaffolding on which she so
unconsciously built the edifice of her future had crumbled into ruins
and crushed her own heart in its collapse.
Waif had no God to whom she could pray in this agony of sorrow; but
looking round in wild appeal to sea and sky and mountain as though they
were sentient beings, her large dark eyes seemed to plead with Nature,
the only mother she knew, and to demand, in mute upbraiding, why her
punishment was greater than she could bear?
CHAPTER XVIII.
DUKE MICHAEL OF EGYPT.
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