Katerfelto: A Story of ExmoorWhyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
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Katerfelto: A Story of Exmoor
Whyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
Exmoor (England) -- Fiction
You do not know what it is to live in the past, you young men who still
possess the illimitable inheritance of the future, an account that it
seems impossible to overdraw. Even the present is hardly good enough to
satisfy you, and you cheat yourselves out of no little happiness by
anticipating to-morrow, when you should be content with the enjoyment of
to-day. But wait a few years, wait till the to-morrows begin to look
scantier and scantier, while the yesterdays are counted by
thousands--wait till all that made the pride, the excitement, the
happiness of life, is an experience, and not a hope--till the good horse
has been forgotten by all but yourself--the true love has been cold in
her grave for years--the very laurels you have won are become withered
garlands, put away in some neglected hiding-place, only to be brought
out again when the mourners hang them round your tomb! Then you will
know the happiness of living once more, if only for an hour, if only
till the glass is empty, or the tobacco burnt to ashes, in the glowing,
thrilling memories of an imperishable past. Imperishable, for is it not,
in truth, the only reality? Imperishable, for it cleaves to us during
life. Imperishable, for we are taught to believe that it goes with us
into eternity.
You may make an old man happy at trifling cost, if you will only yield a
few minutes of patient attention, while he wanders back through its
well-remembered maze, and loses himself dreamily in the labyrinth we
call life.
Nelly never knew her grandfather so communicative. He talked till he was
thoroughly tired out. Marlborough, Prince Eugene, the vineyards of
France, the swamps of the low countries, London coffee-houses, foreign
theatres, dice, duelling, midnight revels, and the fierce joys of the
old roaring Mohock days--he had something to recall of each, and seemed
nothing loth to embark on his adventurous godless career once again.
But his voice grew weaker, his chin sank on his breast, the light in his
eye, that had flickered up in transient gleams, dimmed visibly, and the
guest resisting his host's quavering entreaties to remain, discreetly
took leave, thereby earning golden opinions of Nelly Carew. She opened
the door for him herself. She even condescended to shake hands, and
wished him good-night, with a grateful smile. Walking home to his
lodgings, through the balmy summer air, with slow and lingering steps,
John Garnet began to think that his term of retirement would be no such
dreary penance after all, that, under certain conditions, a man might do
worse than settle down to vegetate at Porlock for the rest of his life.
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