"Sing!" echoed Katy. "I, sing? I can only caw like a crow."
"You had such plans," said Uncle Edwin. "You were going to be so
educated. You were going to bring home your sheaves!"
"I have more sense now," explained Katy.
She looked at them brightly. Her eyes measured their broad
shoulders--how she longed to lay her heavy burden upon them! She no
longer belonged to her kin, she was an alien; she had allied herself
with Koehlers, with William Koehler who was a thief, with Alvin Koehler
who scorned her. She would sooner die than tell what she had done. The
Gaumers were not niggardly, but they knew the value of money. Even Katy
had learned that it took thirty-three and one third weeks to earn fifty
dollars!
"You must let me be!" she burst out wildly. "I am not a child. I have no
father and mother and my dear grandfather and grandmother are dead. You
must let me be! You are persecuting me!"
In an instant the stairway door closed in the faces of her astonished
elders. Uncle Edwin got out his handkerchief and wiped his eyes.
"Millerstown will think we are ugly to her," he said.
"I do not care what Millerstown thinks," declared the squire as he rose
to go. "It is what _I_ think. In the name of sense what has come over
the girl?"
In her room Katy threw herself once more upon that oft-used refuge, her
bed.
"If I could forget him," she moaned. "If I only could forget him. It is
not right to think of him. I cannot be learned, but I can be good. It is
wrong to think all the time of him." She remembered various women in the
village who loved inconstant, unfaithful men. "I am a Mary Wolle! I am
Sally Hersh! I am a shame to myself!"
Three times before September the squire reasoned with her. Even the
doctor ventured to remonstrate.
"No Gaumer has ever done such a thing before, Katy."
"Well, you," said Katy with spirit, "are not a Gaumer, so you do not
need to care."
At her Bevy stormed.
"You surely have one rafter too few or too many, Katy. There is
something wrong with your little house! _Are_ you crazy, Katy?"
"Yes," answered Katy, thus nearly paralyzing Bevy Schnepp. "I am."
In September Katy took up her abode at the Hartmans'. Millerstown saw
her go with wonder. She carried a little satchel and walked with her
chin in the air. Millerstown gazed out doors and windows to see whether
the thing it had heard could be true.
"Ach, Katy!" protested Sarah Ann, "are you not going to be high
gelernt?" Sarah Ann suspected some difficulty at home; her sympathetic
soul was distressed for Katy. "You can come any time and live with me."
"Won't you ever go to your uncle any more?" asked Susannah Kuhns, her
frank inquiry voicing the curiosity of Millerstown.
Katy turned and faced them.
"Why, certainly I will. I will go there every day."
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