Keats, John, 1795-1821; Poets, English -- 19th century -- Biography
which John made no attempt to unbosom himself to him as of old. "He was
not the same being," wrote George, looking back on the time some years
afterwards; "although his reception of me was as warm as heart could wish,
he did not speak with his former openness and unreserve, he had lost the
reviving custom of venting his griefs." In a letter which the poet wrote
to his sister-in-law while her husband was in England, he attempts to keep
up the old vein of lively affectionate fun and spirits, but soon falls
involuntarily into one of depression and irritation against the world. Of
his work he says nothing, and it is clear from Brown's narrative that
both his morning and his evening task--the _Cap and Bells_ and the
_Vision_--had been dropped some time before this[66], and left in the
fragmentary state in which we possess them.
George left for Liverpool on Friday Jan. 28. A few days later Keats was
seized by the first overt attack of the fatal mischief which had been set
up in his constitution by the exertions of his Scotch tour, and which
recent agitations, and perhaps imprudences, had aggravated.
"One night," writes Brown--it was on the Thursday Feb. 3--"at eleven
o'clock, he came into the house in a state that looked like fierce
intoxication. Such a state in him, I knew, was impossible[67]; it
therefore was the more fearful. I asked hurriedly, 'What is the
matter? you are fevered?' 'Yes, yes,' he answered, 'I was on the
outside of the stage this bitter day till I was severely chilled,--but
now I don't feel it. Fevered!--of course, a little.' He mildly and
instantly yielded, a property in his nature towards any friend, to my
request that he should go to bed. I followed with the best immediate
remedy in my power. I entered his chamber as he leapt into bed. On
entering the cold sheets, before his head was on the pillow, he
slightly coughed, and I heard him say,--'That is blood from my mouth.'
I went towards him; he was examining a single drop of blood upon the
sheet. 'Bring me the candle, Brown, and let me see this blood.' After
regarding it steadfastly, he looked up in my face, with a calmness of
countenance that I can never forget, and said,--'I know the colour of
that blood;--it is arterial blood;--I cannot be deceived in that
colour;--that drop of blood is my death-warrant;--I must die.' I ran
for a surgeon; my friend was bled; and, at five in the morning, I left
him after he had been some time in a quiet sleep."
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