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What more is there for me to add to the above except
to tell you that I love you with all my heart. Months
ago,--it seems to be years now,--when Cecilia Holt had
caught your fancy, I did regard her as the most fortunate
girl. But I did not regard you as the happiest of men,
because I felt sure that there was a something between you
which would not suit. There is an asperity, rather than
strictness, about her which I knew your spirit would not
brook. She would have borne the battlings which would
have arisen with an equal temper. She can indeed bear all
things with equanimity--as she does her present position.
But you, though you would have battled and have conquered,
would still have suffered. I do not think that the wife
you now desire is one with whom you will have to wage
war. Shall I say that if you marry her whom you have now
asked to join her lot with yours, there will be no such
fighting? I think that I shall know how to hold my own
against the world as your wife. But with you I shall only
attempt to hold my own by making myself one with you in
all your desires and aspirations.
I am yours with all my heart, with all my body and soul.
FRANCESCA.
I say nothing now about the immediate future, but I hope
it will please your highness to visit your most worthy
clerical relations in this cathedral city before long. I
shall say nothing to any of your clerical relations as
to my prospects in life until I shall have received your
sanction for doing so. But the sooner I do receive it the
better for my peace of mind.
Sir Francis was upon the whole delighted with the letter, and the
more delighted as he now read it for the third time. "There is such
an air of truth in every word of it." It was thus that he spoke to
himself about the letter as he sucked in the flattery. It was thus
that Miss Altifiorla had intended that he should receive it. She knew
herself too well to suspect that her flattery should fail. Not a word
of it failed. In nothing was he more gratified than in her allusions
to his matrimonial efforts with Miss Holt. She had assured him that
he would have finally conquered that strong-minded young woman.
But she had at the same time told him of the extreme tenderness of
his heart. He absolutely believed her when she whispered to him
her secret,--that she had envied Cecilia her lot when Cecilia was
supposed to be the happy bride. He quite understood those allusions
to his own pleasures and her assurance that she would never interfere
with him. There was just a doubt whether a thing so easily got
could be worth the keeping. But then he remembered his cousin and
determined to be a man of his word.
CHAPTER XX.
THE SECRET ESCAPES.
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