Feminist fiction, Australian; Sex role -- Fiction; Short stories, Australian; Women -- Fiction
She sinks into a chair before the fire, and clasping her hands behind
her head, peers into the glowing embers. The firelight, lower than her
face, touches it cruelly; picks out and accentuates as remorselessly
as a rival woman the autographs past emotions have traced on its
surface; deepens the hollows of her delicate thoughtful temples and
the double furrow between her clever irregular eyebrows. Her face is
more characteristic than beautiful. Nine men would pass it, the tenth
sell his immortal soul for it. The chin is strong, the curve of jaw
determined; there is a little full place under the chin's sharp point.
The eyes tell you little; they are keen and inquiring, and probe
others' thoughts rather than reveal their own. The whole face is one of
peculiar strength and self-reliance. The mouth is its contradiction;
the passionate curve of the upper-lip with its mobile corners, and the
tender little under-lip that shelters timidly under it, are encouraging
promises against its strength.
The paleness of some strong feeling tinges her face; a slight trembling
runs through her frame. Her inner soul-struggle is acting as a strong
developing fluid upon a highly sensitized plate; anger, scorn, pity,
contempt chase one another like shadows across her face. Her eyes rest
upon the empty frame, and the plain white space becomes alive to her.
Her mind's eye fills it with a picture it once held in its dainty
embrace,--a rare head among the rarest heads of men, with its crest of
hair tossed back from the great brow, its proud poise and the impress
of grand, confident, compelling genius that reveals itself, one scarce
knows how; with the brute possibility of an untamed, natural man
lurking about the mouth and powerful throat. She feels the subduing
smile of eyes that never failed to make her weak as a child under their
gaze, and tame as a hungry bird. She stretches out her hands with a
pitiful little movement, and then, remembering, lets them drop, and
locks them until the knuckles stand out whitely. She shuts her eyes,
and one tear after the other starts from beneath her lids, trickles
down her cheeks, and drops with a splash into her lap. She does not
sob, only cries quietly; and she sees, as if she held the letter in her
hand, the words that decided her fate:--
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