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Tears sprang to her eyes, and she cried out suddenly, “Oh, take me away
from here! Take me away and give me a chance, Joe! I’ll ask nothing,
I’ll never stand in your way; I’ll work for ye, I’ll cook and wash and
do everything for ye, I’ll wear my fingers to the bone! Or I’ll go out
and work at some job, and earn my share. And I’ll make ye this
promise--if ever ye get tired and want to leave me, ye’ll not hear a
word of complaint!”
She made no conscious appeal to his senses; she sat gazing at him
honestly through her tears, and that made it all the harder to answer
her.
What could he say? He felt the old dangerous impulse--to take the girl
in his arms and comfort her. When finally he spoke it was with an effort
to keep his voice calm. “I’d say yes, Mary, if I thought it would work.”
“It _would_ work! It would, Joe! Ye can quit when ye want to. I mean
it!”
“There’s no woman lives who can be happy on such terms, Mary. She wants
her man, and she wants him to herself, and she wants him always; she’s
only deluding herself if she believes anything else. You’re over-wrought
now, what you’ve seen in the last few days has made you wild--”
“No!” she exclaimed. “’Tis not only that! I been thinkin’ about it for
weeks.”
“I know. You’ve been thinking, but you wouldn’t have spoken if it hadn’t
been for this horror.” He paused for a moment, to renew his own
self-possession. “It won’t do, Mary,” he declared. “I’ve seen it tried
more than once, and I’m not so old either. My own brother tried it once,
and ruined himself.”
“Ah, ye’re afraid to trust me, Joe!”
“No, it’s not that; what I mean is--he ruined his own heart, he made
himself selfish. He took everything, and gave nothing. He’s much older
than I, so I’ve had a chance to see its effect on him. He’s cold, he has
no faith, even in his own nature; when you talk to him about making the
world better he tells you you’re a fool.”
“It’s another way of bein’ afraid of me,” she insisted. “Afraid you’d
ought to marry me!”
“But, Mary--there’s the other girl. I really love her, and I’m promised
to her. What can I do?”
“’Tis that I’ve never believed you loved her,” she said, in a whisper.
Her eyes fell and she began picking nervously again at the faded blue
dress, which was smutted and grease-stained, perhaps from her recent
effort with Mrs. Zamboni’s brood. Several times Hal thought she was
going to speak, but she shut her lips tightly again; he watched her, his
heart aching.
When finally she spoke, it was still in a whisper, and there was a note
of humility he had never heard from her before. “Ye’ll not be wantin’ to
speak to me, Joe, after what I’ve said.”
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