“Yes, Auntie!” cried the girl; “for I may never be able to find him
again, to undo what I have done!”
And Mrs. Roberts responded with a wondering laugh, and observed,
“For my part, I should think you'd be very glad to be rid of him
so.”
She saw Helen give a start, but she could not read the girl's mind,
and did not know how much she had done to estrange her by those
words. It was as if Helen's whole soul had shrunk back in horror,
and she sat staring at her aunt with open eyes.
“I suppose you think,” the other went on grimly, “that I am going to
share all this wonderful sentimentality with you about that boy; but
I assure you that you don't know me! He may get you to weep over him
because he chooses to behave like a fool, but not me.”
Helen was still for a moment, and then she said, in an awe-stricken
voice: “Aunt Polly, I have wrecked Arthur's life!” Mrs. Roberts
responded with a loud guffaw, which was to the other so offensive
that it was like a blow in the face.
“Wrecked his life!” the woman cried scornfully. “Helen, you talk
like a baby! Can't you know in the first place that Arthur is doing
all this high-tragedy acting for nothing in the world but to
frighten you? Wrecked his life! And there you were, I suppose, all
ready to get down on your knees to him, and beg his pardon for
daring to be engaged, and to promise to come to his attic and live
off bread and water, if he would only be good and not run away!”
Mrs. Roberts' voice was bitter and mocking, and her words seemed to
Helen almost blasphemy; it had never occurred to her that such grief
as hers would not be sacred to anyone. Yet there was no thought of
anger in her mind just then, for she had been chastened in a fiery
furnace, and was too full of penitence and humility for even that
much egotism. She only bowed her head, and said, in a trembling
voice: “Oh, Aunt Polly, I would stay in an attic and live off bread
and water for the rest of my days, if I could only clear my
conscience of the dreadful thing I have done.”
“A beautiful sentiment indeed!” said Mrs. Roberts, with a sniff of
disgust; and she stood surveying her niece in silence for a minute
or two. Then smothering her feelings a little, she asked her in a
quieter voice, “And so, Helen, you are really going to fling aside
the life opportunity that is yours for such nonsense as this? There
is no other reason?”
“There is another reason, Aunt Polly,” said Helen; “it is so
dreadful of you to ask me in that way. How CAN you have expected me
to marry a man just because he was rich?”
“Oh,” said the other, “so that is it! And pray what put the idea
into your head so suddenly?” She paused a moment, and then, as the
girl did not raise her head, she went on, sarcastically, “I fancy I
know pretty well where you got all of these wonderful new ideas; you
have not been talking with Mr. Howard for nothing, I see.”
“No, not for nothing,” said Helen gently.
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