There was a long silence after that, and when Helen looked up again
the joy was gone out of her face, and she was the same frightened
soul as before. Her lips were trembling a little as she said, “Mr.
Howard, I feel somehow that I have no right to be quite happy, for I
have done nothing to make myself good.” Then, thinking of her
friend, she added, “I am spoiling your joy in the roses! Can you
forgive me for that?” As he answered that he could, Helen turned
away and said, “Let us go into the woods, because I do not like to
see them any more just now.”
They passed beneath the deep shadows of the trees, and Helen led Mr.
Howard to the spring where she had been with Arthur. She sat down
upon the seat, and then there was a long silence, the girl gazing
steadfastly in front of her; she was thinking of the last time she
had been there, and how it was likely that the pale, wan look must
still be upon Arthur's face. Mr. Howard perhaps divined her thought,
for he watched her for a long time without speaking a word, and then
at last he said gently, as if to divert her attention, “Miss Davis,
I think that you are not the first one whom the sight of the wild
rose has made unhappy.”
Helen turned and looked at him, and he gazed gravely into her eyes.
For at least a minute he said nothing; when he went on his voice was
much changed, and Helen knew not what to expect “Miss Davis,” he
said, “God has given to the wild rose a very wonderful power of
beauty and joy; and perhaps the man who looks at it has been
dreaming all his life that somewhere he too might find such precious
things and have them for his own. When he sees the flower there
comes to him the fearful realization that with all the effort of his
soul he has never won the glory which the wild rose wears by
Heaven's free gift; and that perhaps in his loneliness and weakness
he has even forgotten all about such high perfection. So there rises
within him a yearning of all his being to forget his misery and his
struggling, and to lay all his worship and all his care before the
flower that is so sweet; he is afraid of his own sin and his own
baseness, and now suddenly he finds a way of escape,--that he will
live no longer for himself and his own happiness, but that his joy
shall be the rose's joy, and all his life the rose's life. Do you
think, my dear friend, that that might please the flower?”
“Yes,” said Helen wonderingly, “it would be beautiful, if one could
do it.”
The other spoke more gently still as he answered her, his voice
trembling slightly: “And do you not know, Miss Davis, that God has
made _you_ a rose?”
The girl started visibly; she whispered, “You say that to me, Mr.
Howard? Why do you say that to _me_?”
And he fixed his dark eyes upon her, his voice very low as he
responded: “I say it to you,--because I love you.”
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