It was late on the afternoon of the day that Helen's father had left
for home, and David was going into the village with some letters to
mail. Helen was not feeling very well herself and could not go, but
she insisted upon his going, for she watched over his exercise and
other matters of health with scrupulous care. She had wrapped him up
in a heavy overcoat, and was kneeling beside his chair with her arms
about him.
“Tell me, dear,” she asked him, for the third or fourth time, “are
you sure this will be enough to keep you warm?--for the nights are
so very cold, you know; I do not like you to come back alone
anyway.”
“I don't think you would be much of a protection against danger,”
laughed David.
“But it will be dark when you get back, dear.”
“It will only be about dusk,” was the reply; “I don't mind that.”
Helen gazed at him wistfully for a minute, and then she went on: “Do
you not know what is the matter with me, David? You frightened me
to-day, and I cannot forget what you said. Each time that it comes
to my mind it makes me shudder. Why should you say such fearful
things to me?”
“I am very sorry,” said the other, gently.
“You simply must not talk to me so!” cried the girl; “if you do you
will make me so that I cannot bear to leave you for an instant. For
those thoughts make my love for you simply desperate, David; I cry
out to myself that I never have loved you enough, never told you
enough!” And then she added pleadingly, “But oh, you know that I
love you, do you not, dear? Tell me.”
“Yes, I know it,” said the other gently, taking her in his arms and
kissing her.
“Come back soon,” Helen went on, “and I will tell you once more how
much I do; and then we can be happy again, and I won't be afraid any
more. Please let me be happy, won't you, David?”
“Yes, love, I will,” said the man with a smile. “I do not think that
I was wise ever to trouble you.”
Helen was silent for a while, then as a sudden thought occurred to
her she added: “David, I meant to tell you something--do you know if
those horrible thoughts keep haunting me, it is just this that they
will make me do; you said that God was very good, and so I was
thinking that I would show him how very much I love you, how I could
really never get along without you, and how I care for nothing else
in the world. It seems to me to be such a little thing, that we
should only just want to love; and truly, that is all I do want,--I
would not mind anything else in the world,--I would go away from
this little house and live in any poor place, and do all the work,
and never care about anything else at all, if I just might have you.
That is really true, David, and I wish that you would know it, and
that God would know it, and not expect me to think of such dreadful
things as you talk of.”
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