“Helen,” he asked, “you see what has come upon me--can you ask me
not to be wretched, can you ask me still to live? What can I do for
such a crime,--when I look at this wreck of a soul, what comfort can
I hope to find?” And the girl, her heart bursting with grief, could
only clasp his hands in hers and gaze into his eyes; there was no
word she could think of to say to him, and so for a long time the
two remained in silence, David again fixing his eyes upon the woman,
who seemed to be sinking into a kind of stupor.
When he looked up once more it was because Helen was whispering in
his ear, a new thought having come to her, “David, perhaps _I_ might
be able to help you yet.”
The man replied in a faint, gasping voice, “Help me? How?” And the
girl answered, “Come with me,” and rose weakly to her feet, half
lifting him also. He gazed at the woman and saw that she was lying
still, and then he did as Helen asked. She led him gently into the
other room, away from the fearful sight, and the two sat down, David
limp and helpless, so that he could only sink down in her arms with
a groan. “Poor, poor David,” she whispered, in a voice of infinite
pity; “oh, my poor David!”
“Then you do not scorn me, Helen?” the man asked in a faint,
trembling voice, and went on pleading with her, in words so abject
and so wretched that they wrung the girl's heart more than ever.
“David, how can you speak to me so?” she cried, “you who are all my
life?” And then she added with swift intensity, “Listen to me,
David, it cannot be so bad as that, I know it! Will you not tell me,
David? Tell me all, so that I may help you!” So she went on pleading
with him gently, until at last the man spoke again, in faltering
words.
“Helen,” he said, “I was only a boy; God knows that is one excuse,
if it is the only one. I was only seventeen, and she was no more.”
“Who was she, David?” the girl asked.
“She lived in a village across the mountains from here, near where
our home used to be. She was a farmer's daughter, and she was
beautiful--oh, to think that that woman was once a beautiful girl,
and innocent and pure! But we were young, we loved each other, and
we had no one to warn us; it was so long ago that it seems like a
dream to me now, but we sinned, and I took her for mine; then I went
home to tell my father, to tell him that she was my wife, and that I
must marry her. And oh, God, she was a farmer's daughter, and I was
a rich man's son, and the cursed world knows nothing of human souls!
And I must not marry her--I found all the world in arms against
it---”
“And you let yourself be persuaded?” asked the girl, in a faint
whisper.
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