Kirsteen: The Story of a Scotch Family Seventy Years AgoOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Kirsteen: The Story of a Scotch Family Seventy Years Ago
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Domestic fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
nervousness and misery, and looked at herself in Marg’ret’s little
looking-glass--a wild, pale, red-eyed, dishevelled creature, so entirely
unlike Mrs. Doctor Dewar. Oh, what should she do? The terrors of the
cowardly and ignoble are perhaps more dreadful than anything that can be
experienced by minds more highly endowed. No barrier of reason or
possibility appeared to Anne to limit the horrors that might happen to
her. She might be murdered there for anything she knew.
And it was with the greatest difficulty that she was got up stairs. She
was afraid of everything, afraid of the creak of the stairs, of her
father’s door, lest it should open upon her suddenly, and of her
mother’s death-bed. Anne was terribly afraid of death--always with a
personal terror lest she should see or hear something ghastly and
dreadful. “Oh, Kirsteen, it will just kill me,” she said. “What will
kill ye?” cried Kirsteen in indignation. “It is just a sight for the
angels.” But Anne was beyond the verge of such consolation. She dropped
down a helpless heap of clothes and tears by her mother’s bedside,
scarcely venturing a glance at the blanched and shrunken white image
that lay in her mother’s bed. And by this time the dying woman had
wandered beyond the consciousness of what was about her. She smiled and
opened her eyes for a moment when she was appealed to, but what she said
had no connection with the circumstances about her. “Mother, it is
Anne--Mother, Anne’s here. Anne’s come to see ye--Mother, have ye not a
word for Anne?” “Anne, is that her name? No, my bonny dear, but Alison
after my mother. She’s the biggest of the three, and look at her gold
hair like Jeanie’s.” The white face was illuminated with the most
beautiful smile--the half-opened eyes had a dazzled look of happiness.
She opened them faintly with the one recognition that remained in them.
“Eh, Kirsteen, but it’s bonny, bonny!” “Mother,” cried Kirsteen with her
arm under the pillow gently moving and changing the position of the
sufferer, as she turned from one side to another. “Mother! one word for
poor Anne!” Her mother only turned once more those dazzled faint eyes
with the last spark of mortal consciousness in them to Kirsteen and
smiled. She had gone out into the green pastures and by the quiet
waters, and recognized earthly calls no more.
“Oh, Kirsteen, never mind, oh, never mind. Now that I’ve seen her I’ll
just creep away.”
“Come here,” said Kirsteen full of pity, “and ye can give her a kiss
before ye go.”
Anne dragged herself up, trembling and tottering. She would rather have
dared the dark road than touch that white face. But what her sister
ordained she had to do. She bent over the bedside with terror to give
the required kiss.
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