Kirsteen: The Story of a Scotch Family Seventy Years AgoOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Kirsteen: The Story of a Scotch Family Seventy Years Ago
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Domestic fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
“Jeanie,” said Kirsteen anxiously, “you will say again that I do not
understand. But, my dear, I cannot think but you’re terrifying yourself
in vain; when true love has once come in, how can the false move ye? It
will be no temptation. Oh, no, no. There can be but one; there cannot be
two.”
“Where is your one?” said Jeanie. “I know nothing about your one.” She
shook her head with a sudden flush of burning and indignant colour, too
painful to be called a blush, as if to shake all recollection away. “I
have none to take my part,” she said, “but him that says ‘Come.’ And I
know that it’s the ill way, and not the good, he’s leading to. But if
you leave me here, and leave me alone, that’s the way I’ll go.”
“Oh, Jeanie, my darling, what can I do? I cannot bide--and I cannot
steal you away.”
“I will ask no more,” said Jeanie. “You will maybe be sorry after--but
then it will be too late.”
Kirsteen put her arms round her young sister, who turned her shoulder
towards her, holding off as far away as was possible, with a reluctance
and resistance that were almost sullen. “Jeanie,” she said, “if I send
you Lewis Gordon instead?”
Jeanie wrenched herself indignantly out of her sister’s arms. “I will
never speak nor look at ye again! A man that never said a word to me.
What would Lewis Gordon do here? The shooting’s near over, and the
fishing’s bad this year. Men that come to the Highlands for sport had
better stay at home.”
“Jeanie! if he never spoke it was for poverty and not for want of love;
and you were so young.”
“Oh, yes, I was very young--too young to be shamed and made a fool of by
him or any man. And if you send him here, Kirsteen, out of pity to save
Jeanie--Oh!” the girl cried dashing her clenched hands in the air, “I
will--I will--just go headlong and be lost in the darkness, and never be
seen more!”
It was true that Kirsteen did not understand. She could only look
wistfully at her little sister, in whose young bosom there were tumults
unknown to herself. What could she do but soothe and try to subdue her,
endeavouring all the time to represent to herself that it was but the
impatience of Jeanie’s nature, the hasty temper of a spoilt child,
sharpened by offence and misunderstanding of the man whom she really
loved. After a time Jeanie yielded to Kirsteen’s caresses and
consolations with a sudden recovery of her self-control which was almost
more wonderful and alarming than the previous abandon. “It’s no matter,”
she said, and recovered her calm with almost an indignant effort. What
did it mean? Both the despair and the recovery were mysteries to the
more steadfast spirit which knew no such impulses and was ignorant both
of the strength and weakness of a passionate superficial nature eager to
live and to enjoy, unable to support the tedium and languor of life.
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