Kirsteen: The Story of a Scotch Family Seventy Years AgoOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Kirsteen: The Story of a Scotch Family Seventy Years Ago
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Domestic fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
He stepped past her amid the heather bushes and short brushwood. “Not
even an angel with a flaming sword could bar the road,” he said waving
his hand, “on a hillside like this. Farewell, Miss Kirsteen, I’m going
about my own affairs and doing no harm to you.”
In a moment he had passed, finding another path for himself among the
windings of the heather and bracken. He took off his bonnet again with a
mocking salutation as he disappeared down the hill. And Kirsteen felt
herself left behind with a sense of mortification and helplessness
intolerable to her high and proud spirit. How could she have hoped to
stop him? What power had she? But this did not make her feel her failure
less. “You will repent it all your days,” she called after him, raising
her voice in the vexation of her soul. He turned and lifted his bonnet
again with a mocking salutation. That was all. She might have known,
she said to herself with angry tears of humiliation in her eyes.
But when Kirsteen came down the hill there was no trace of Lord John.
Mary and Jeanie were in the parlour waiting for her to say good-bye. And
there was an air of agitation about her younger sister, which Kirsteen
in her troubled mind set down to the visit for which no doubt Jeanie had
been called from her room. But nothing was said. They accompanied her to
the door where the gig was now standing with Miss Macnab already mounted
into her seat. There was no time or opportunity for further
leave-taking; Jeanie gave her cheek to be kissed with averted eyes; and
not even with Marg’ret could Kirsteen speak another word in private. In
a few minutes more she had turned her back upon Drumcarro; was it for
ever? To her wounded and impatient heart, impatient above all of the
sense of utter futility and failure, this seemed the thing most
probable. Why should she ever come again, the stand-by of the family?
Perhaps if they should want money, and she should have it--but in no
other way.
She was roused by the mild voice of the country artist at her elbow.
“You will find a great change in everything, Miss Kirsteen, coming back
from London?” she said.
Kirsteen did not immediately reply. “I find more change in myself than
in anything else,” she said at last, bringing herself back with
difficulty from more urgent thoughts.
“That was partly what I was meaning. Ye’ll find a great interest in life
in yon muckle London, where there must always be the bonniest new things
to see.”
“When your heart’s away,” said Kirsteen, yielding in spite of herself to
the natural desire of unburdening her mind a little, “it does not matter
much what bonny things there may be to see.”
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