Kirsteen: The Story of a Scotch Family Seventy Years AgoOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Kirsteen: The Story of a Scotch Family Seventy Years Ago
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Domestic fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
Kirsteen’s heart fluttered to her throat with a sickening terror; but
she looked him in the face with what steadiness she could command, and a
dumb resolution. The threat gave her back a sense of something
unconquerable in her, although every limb shook.
“Ye’ll see Glendochart when he comes--in my presence--ye’ll have the day
fixed and all put in order. Or if ye want to appear like a woman and not
a petted bairn before your man that is to be, you’ll settle it
yourself. I give you full liberty if you’ll behave yourself. But
hearken,” he said, giving her another shake, “I’ll have no confounded
nonsense. If ye go against me in a strange man’s presence and expose the
family, I will just strike ye down at my feet, let what will come of it.
Do you hear what I say?”
“He will not let you strike me,” she cried in terror, yet defiance.
“Ye’ll be at my feet before he has the chance,” cried Drumcarro. “And
who’s will be the wyte if your father, the last of the Douglases, should
be dragged to a jail for you? If ye expose my family to scorn and shame,
I’ll do it more. Do you hear me? Now go and settle it with your mother,”
he said, suddenly letting her go. Kirsteen, thrown backward by the
unexpected liberation, fell back with a dizzying shock against the
lintel of the door. She lay against it for a moment sick and giddy, the
light fading from her eyes; and for a minute or two Kirsteen thought she
was going to die. It is a conviction that comes easily at such a crisis.
It seemed to the girl so much the best way out of it, just to be done
with it all.
“The only art her guilt to cover,
To hide her shame from every eye,
To bring repentance to her lover,
And wring his bosom--”
Poor Kirsteen had no guilt, nor had she any clear apprehension what this
meant, or what guilt it was--it might have been only the guilt of
disobedience, the shame of exposing the family for anything she knew;
but the words flashed through her mind in her half-faint, lying
speechless against the door. It would bring repentance to them all and
wring their bosoms--it would save the shame of a disturbance and the
dreadful sight of a struggle between father and daughter. The only
art--just to die.
He had said, “Go to your mother.” This came vaguely back to her mind as
she came to herself. Her mother--no, her mother would say just the same,
they would all say the same. She had no one to go to. Then Kirsteen’s
gradually quickening senses heard something which sounded like an
approaching footstep. She roused herself in a moment, and still sick and
faint, with a singing in her ears, turned and fled--not to her mother,
to Marg’ret in the kitchen, who was her only hope.
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