Kissing the Rod: A Novel. (Vol. 2 of 3)Yates, Edmund
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Kissing the Rod: A Novel. (Vol. 2 of 3)
Yates, Edmund
England -- Fiction
Katharine sat down in the chair vacated by the housekeeper and
deliberated. In her hand she held a packet of papers, which she felt
concerned her deeply. Here was a letter in Gordon Frere's hand--a
letter whose date was that of the very date which had begun her
hopeless watching and waiting, in the time which, until this moment,
had seemed so far, so illimitably past, but now in an instant was
brought near again, and revived in all its pain and anger. Here was a
letter which must have been written that day when he had sent her the
music and his card, as she had believed without a word. A vague sense
of treachery, something which led her intuitively to an approximate
suspicion of the truth, came into Katharine's mind. She glanced at the
bed, and turned away trembling. What was she about to learn?
Something, she felt instinctively, which must change all her life.
Then she drew out the note directed to "Miss Guyon," and read it. It
was that which Gordon Frere had written to Katharine, from Cramer's,
after he had left Charles Yeldham, with the intention of starting by
the next train, on his pilgrimage of hope, to his father's rectory. It
was a bright gay note, with a pleasant allusion to their talk about
the music; a strong expression of disappointment about Katharine's not
being at the ball; an intimation that his absence would be as short as
he could make it; and that he hoped to see her immediately on his
return. Katharine dropped the hand that held the note heavily into her
lap; had she received it, what might she have been now? An undefined
fear stole over her; this was foul play; this letter had been
intercepted. What did it mean? She drew out the second in order, and
opened it. Again, a letter from Gordon Frere; again, a letter to
her--a passionate, tender, pleading, frank, hopeful letter--such a
letter as a girl might well be glad and proud to receive from the man
she loved; such a letter as Katharine had dreamed of, had hoped for,
had longed for, in the days that were gone. It was that which Gordon
had written from his father's house in the full flush of his delight,
and the perfect but not presumptuous assurance of her love. Deadly
cold and sickness crept over Katharine as she read this letter; her
limbs grew heavy, her sight grew dim, her head grew dizzy. "I must be
near fainting," she thought; "and they are not all read." She forced
herself to rise from her chair, and went to the dressing-table, where
she found water and _eau-de-cologne_. She drank a glassful of the
mixture, and then returned to her task. All this time--it was in
reality only a few minutes--the insensible form upon the bed lay
motionless and silent.
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