Kissing the Rod: A Novel. (Vol. 2 of 3)Yates, Edmund
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Kissing the Rod: A Novel. (Vol. 2 of 3)
Yates, Edmund
England -- Fiction
with a feeling which, had she investigated it, she must have
acknowledged to be contempt.
The nobility of Katharine's nature asserted itself in the manner in
which she regarded the marriage of Gordon Frere and Hester Gould. That
the intelligence should not cost her a pang of exceeding keenness was
impossible; but she did battle with herself against the temptations to
bitterness and enmity against Hester which beset her, and she came
nobly out of the strife. Little did she dream how closely her
demeanour was scrutinised; little did she imagine that the bright dark
eyes of the obsequious Mr. Daniel Thacker, perhaps the humblest of
Mrs. Streightley's servants and the most respectful of her admirers,
were steadily directed to her face for many days during his stay at
Middlemeads, with the purpose of reading what might appear on that
fair dial indicative of storm and turmoil in her heart. She had no
suspicion that she was watched; but, as she also had nothing whatever
to hide, there was no danger in her unconsciousness. The brief sharp
pain she endured had come and passed when she was alone. She
remembered how she had envied Hester Gould her wealth, only because it
left her free to marry as she liked: she remembered her own bitter
saying, "she may buy instead of being bought," and she thought it had
been strangely realised. But she would not be unjust either to Hester
Gould or to her own false lover. She would acknowledge that Hester had
many attractions other than her wealth; she would acknowledge her fair
share of beauty, her talents, her good manners, the numerous charms
which might easily secure a genuine attachment. She was ready to
believe that Gordon Frere might really love Hester; and the more
ready, as she had reason to know the shallowness and fickleness of his
nature. "I daresay he cares for her as much as he cared for me,"
Katharine thought; "and in this case he can afford to indulge his
fancy,--in mine he could not. She is fortunate that he can love her
and marry her, otherwise she too would find that he would love her and
leave her, as he left me, to the ridicule of her friends, and a broken
heart, were she fool enough to break her heart for him. And he--he has
only done exactly what I did, even supposing he does not love her. He
has only married for money. With this difference, to be sure,--that I
would have shared poverty with him, and he would not face it for me:
with this other difference too, that I was in earnest, and he was only
amusing himself. Our positions are pretty much the same in the end; we
are both rich, we are parted from each other, and satisfied to be so,
and another has the first claim on each. I have no right to despise
him for the marriage he has made, nor dares he to despise _me_."
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