Kit and Kitty: A Story of West MiddlesexBlackmore, R. D. (Richard Doddridge)
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Kit and Kitty: A Story of West Middlesex
Blackmore, R. D. (Richard Doddridge)
Middlesex (England) -- Fiction
Our door was wide open, which surprised me just a little, for my
wife was particular about that. Then I went into the passage, and
called—“Kitty, Kitty!” but heard no sweet voice say, “Yes, dear!”
Neither did any form more sweet than words of kindest greeting come.
And my step rang through the passage with that hollow sound which an
empty house seems to feel along every wall. With a terrible thumping
in my breast, I turned into our little parlour, and struck against
a straggling chair. There was no light burning, the window was wide
open, the curtains undrawn, the room felt like a well, and the faint
light from the sky upon the table showed that no supper-cloth was
laid. Shouting for Kitty, in a voice of fear which startled myself, I
groped my way to the mantelpiece where the matches stood. They were
in a little ornament which we had brought from Baycliff; my trembling
hand upset it, and they fell upon the rug. I picked up half a dozen,
I struck them anyhow on the grate, and lit a small wax candle which
we had considered rather grand. The room was in good order, there was
nothing to tell any thing; but I knew that it had not been occupied for
hours.
“She is gone,” I exclaimed, though with no one to hear me; “my Kitty is
gone. She is gone for ever.”
I lit the fellow-candle, and left it burning on the table, while I
hurried to the kitchen, though I knew it was in vain. The kitchen
fireplace was gray with cold ashes; there was not a knife and fork nor
a plate set out, and the white deal table had no cooking-cloth upon it.
Then I gave up calling “Kitty,” as I had been doing all along, till I
ran upstairs to our pretty bedroom; and there I called for her once
more. When there came no answer, I fell upon the bed, and wondered
whether I was mad.
All my wits must have left me in the bitterness of woe. I seemed even
to accept it as a thing to be expected, not to want to know the reason,
but to take it like death. Who I was, I knew not for the time, nor
tried to think; but lay as in a blank of all things, only conscious of
a misery I could not strive against. I did not even pray to die; for it
seemed to make no difference.
Then up I got, with some sudden change, and the ring of my heel on the
floor, as I struck it without measuring distance, now echoed in my
brain; and anger sent anguish to the right-about. “This is the enemy’s
work,” I cried; “it serves me right for not wringing their necks, for
their cursed tricks at Hounslow. So help me God, who has made them and
me, I will send them to Him, this time.”
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