“Did I? . . . The days o’ grace were up three weeks back, but—but I
had—ower many other things to think about.” A groan burst from him, he
put his hands to his head. “Three thousand pound gone up in three
hours!”
Rachel’s mouth opened, but she was dumb. As if frozen she stood there by
the table, a plate of cut bread in her hand.
“Aye,” he went on heavily, “and I’ll take my oath it was no accident, for
the place where the fire started—”
With a strangled cry the woman tottered and fell crashing across the
table.
Ghastly, Corrie sprang to her assistance. Stumblingly he carried her to
his chair by the hearth. She was not unconscious; her collapse had been
mainly physical. Blood was dropping from a gash in her wrist.
“Dinna heed me,” she murmured; “I’ll be all right in a minute, John.”
He fetched water and cloths, knelt, washed the wound and bandaged it
awkwardly yet with some tenderness. Slow tears ran down her cheeks.
“Am I hurting ye, Rachel?” he asked.
She shook her head.
He spoke again. “I shouldna ha’ told ye so quick about the insurance.
Dinna keep thinking on it.” Then with obviously a great effort—“Ye’ve
been a good sister to me, Rachel. I—I wish I had been a better brother.”
His words left her speechless. What had come to him?
He answered the unspoken question.
“Money’s no everything, after all,” he said hoarsely, shamefacedly.
“When I saw ye fall I thought ye were killed—thought I had killed ye—wi’
ma tongue. And—and just for an instant I saw myself without ye—alone—in
this house—in this place—in the whole world. I had never thought o’ it
that way before.” He sighed, and got to his feet. “We’ll say no more
about it, Rachel, but I’ll try to treat ye better from now.” He cleared
his throat, and averting his gaze said: “I wish I had never set eyes on
Symington.”
Rachel restrained herself then, not for her own sake, but for his. For
his own safety he must not know her secret a moment before the time was
ripe. Moreover, though his kind words had moved her deeply, they had not
healed her wounded trust in him.
All she could say was: “Ye’ll aye find me ready and willing to help ye,
John; and it’s never too late—”
“I doubt it.” He sighed again heavily. “But things mun take their
course now. . . . Ye’d better gang to your bed, or ye’ll be useless in
the morning, and I’ve got to be early at the mill. I’ll get my supper
myself.”
She went without a word.
Corrie sank into his chair.
“Almighty!” he moaned to himself, “what devil started me speculating on
the Stock Exchange? . . . Gone, the savings o’ a lifetime! . . . And
now the mill that would ha’ sold for enough to save me and maybe my
savings likewise—in ashes—just ashes! It’s ruin, black ruin, unless
Symington does all he’s promised. . . . And the postman’s getting
better! . . . God! I’d write to Kitty this night, if it wasna too
late—but now I’m damned in her eyes for ever and ever!”
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