Domestic fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Working class women -- Fiction
She tried to step over the drunkard, but had to catch hold of a corner
of the chest of drawers to save herself from slipping in the mess.
Coupeau completely blocked the way to the bed. Then, Lantier, who
laughed to himself on seeing that she certainly could not sleep on her
own pillow that night, took hold of her hand, saying, in a low and
angry voice:
“Gervaise, he is a pig.”
She understood what he meant and pulled her hand free. She sighed to
herself, and, in her bewilderment, addressed him familiarly, as in the
old days.
“No, leave me alone, Auguste. Go to your own bed. I’ll manage somehow
to lie at the foot of the bed.”
“Come, Gervaise, don’t be foolish,” resumed he. “It’s too abominable;
you can’t remain here. Come with me. He won’t hear us. What are you
afraid of?”
“No,” she replied firmly, shaking her head vigorously. Then, to show
that she would remain where she was, she began to take off her clothes,
throwing her silk dress over a chair. She was quickly in only her
chemise and petticoat. Well, it was her own bed. She wanted to sleep in
her own bed and made two more attempts to reach a clean corner of the
bed.
Lantier, having no intention of giving up, whispered things to her.
What a predicament she was in, with a louse of a husband that prevented
her from crawling under her own blankets and a low skunk behind her
just waiting to take advantage of the situation to possess her again.
She begged Lantier to be quiet. Turning toward the small room where
Nana and mother Coupeau slept, she listened anxiously. She could hear
only steady breathing.
“Leave me alone, Auguste,” she repeated. “You’ll wake them. Be
sensible.”
Lantier didn’t answer, but just smiled at her. Then he began to kiss
her on the ear just as in the old days.
Gervaise felt like sobbing. Her strength deserted her; she felt a great
buzzing in her ears, a violent tremor passed through her. She advanced
another step forward. And she was again obliged to draw back. It was
not possible, the disgust was too great. She felt on the verge of
vomiting herself. Coupeau, overpowered by intoxication, lying as
comfortably as though on a bed of down, was sleeping off his booze,
without life in his limbs, and with his mouth all on one side. The
whole street might have entered and laughed at him, without a hair of
his body moving.
“Well, I can’t help it,” she faltered. “It’s his own fault. _Mon Dieu!_
He’s forcing me out of my own bed. I’ve no bed any longer. No, I can’t
help it. It’s his own fault.”
She was trembling so she scarcely knew what she was doing. While
Lantier was urging her into his room, Nana’s face appeared at one of
the glass panes in the door of the little room. The young girl, pale
from sleep, had awakened and gotten out of bed quietly. She stared at
her father lying in his vomit. Then, she stood watching until her
mother disappeared into Lantier’s room. She watched with the intensity
and the wide-open eyes of a vicious child aflame with curiosity.
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