Domestic fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Working class women -- Fiction
The Coupeaus’ new lodging was on the sixth floor, staircase B. After
passing Mademoiselle Remanjou’s door, you took the corridor to the
left, and then turned again further along. The first door was for the
apartment of the Bijards. Almost opposite, in an airless corner under a
small staircase leading to the roof, was where Pere Bru slept. Two
doors further was Bazouge’s room and the Coupeaus were opposite him,
overlooking the court, with one room and a closet. There were only two
more doors along the corridor before reaching that of the Lorilleuxs at
the far end.
A room and a closet, no more. The Coupeaus perched there now. And the
room was scarcely larger than one’s hand. And they had to do everything
in there—eat, sleep, and all the rest. Nana’s bed just squeezed into
the closet; she had to dress in her father and mother’s room, and her
door was kept open at night-time so that she should not be suffocated.
There was so little space that Gervaise had left many things in the
shop for the Poissons. A bed, a table, and four chairs completely
filled their new apartment but she didn’t have the courage to part with
her old bureau and so it blocked off half the window. This made the
room dark and gloomy, especially since one shutter was stuck shut.
Gervaise was now so fat that there wasn’t room for her in the limited
window space and she had to lean sideways and crane her neck if she
wanted to see the courtyard.
During the first few days, the laundress would continually sit down and
cry. It seemed to her too hard, not being able to move about in her
home, after having been used to so much room. She felt stifled; she
remained at the window for hours, squeezed between the wall and the
drawers and getting a stiff neck. It was only there that she could
breathe freely. However, the courtyard inspired rather melancholy
thoughts. Opposite her, on the sunny side, she would see that same
window she had dreamed about long ago where the spring brought scarlet
vines. Her own room was on the shady side where pots of mignonette died
within a week. Oh, this wasn’t at all the sort of life she had dreamed
of. She had to wallow in filth instead of having flowers all about her.
On leaning out one day, Gervaise experienced a peculiar sensation: she
fancied she beheld herself down below, near the concierge’s room under
the porch, her nose in the air, and examining the house for the first
time; and this leap thirteen years backwards caused her heart to throb.
The courtyard was a little dingier and the walls more stained,
otherwise it hadn’t changed much. But she herself felt terribly changed
and worn. To begin with, she was no longer below, her face raised to
heaven, feeling content and courageous and aspiring to a handsome
lodging. She was right up under the roof, among the most wretched, in
the dirtiest hole, the part that never received a ray of sunshine. And
that explained her tears; she could scarcely feel enchanted with her
fate.
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