Domestic fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Working class women -- Fiction
Till her last rattle, the poor kitten still remained the little mother.
Surely she could never be replaced! She was dying because she had had,
at her age, a true mother’s reason, because her breast was too small
and weak for so much maternity. And if her ferocious beast of a father
lost his treasure, it was his own fault. After kicking the mother to
death, hadn’t he murdered the daughter as well? The two good angels
would lie in the pauper’s grave and all that could be in store for him
was to kick the bucket like a dog in the gutter.
Gervaise restrained herself not to burst out sobbing. She extended her
hands, desirous of easing the child, and as the shred of a sheet was
falling, she wished to tack it up and arrange the bed. Then the dying
girl’s poor little body was seen. Ah! _Mon Dieu!_ what misery! What
woe! Stones would have wept. Lalie was bare, with only the remnants of
a camisole on her shoulders by way of chemise; yes, bare, with the
grievous, bleeding nudity of a martyr. She had no flesh left; her bones
seemed to protrude through the skin. From her ribs to her thighs there
extended a number of violet stripes—the marks of the whip forcibly
imprinted on her. A livid bruise, moreover, encircled her left arm, as
if the tender limb, scarcely larger than a lucifer, had been crushed in
a vise. There was also an imperfectly closed wound on her right leg,
left there by some ugly blow and which opened again and again of a
morning, when she went about doing her errands. From head to foot,
indeed, she was but one bruise! Oh! this murdering of childhood; those
heavy hands crushing this lovely girl; how abominable that such
weakness should have such a weighty cross to bear! Again did Gervaise
crouch down, no longer thinking of tucking in the sheet, but
overwhelmed by the pitiful sight of this martyrdom; and her trembling
lips seemed to be seeking for words of prayer.
“Madame Coupeau,” murmured the child, “I beg you—”
With her little arms she tried to draw up the sheet again, ashamed as
it were for her father. Bijard, as stultified as ever, with his eyes on
the corpse which was his own work, still wagged his head, but more
slowly, like a worried animal might do.
When she had covered Lalie up again, Gervaise felt she could not remain
there any longer. The dying girl was growing weaker and ceased
speaking; all that was left to her was her gaze—the dark look she had
had as a resigned and thoughtful child and which she now fixed on her
two little ones who were still cutting out their pictures. The room was
growing gloomy and Bijard was working off his liquor while the poor
girl was in her death agonies. No, no, life was too abominable! How
frightful it was! How frightful! And Gervaise took herself off, and
went down the stairs, not knowing what she was doing, her head
wandering and so full of disgust that she would willingly have thrown
herself under the wheels of an omnibus to have finished with her own
existence.
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