Domestic fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Working class women -- Fiction
Gervaise stood in front of l’Assommoir, thinking that if she had had a
couple of sous she could have gone inside and drunk a dram. No doubt a
dram would have quieted her hunger. Ah! what a number of drams she had
drunk in her time! Liquor seemed good stuff to her after all. And from
outside she watched the drunk-making machine, realizing that her
misfortune was due to it, and yet dreaming of finishing herself off
with brandy on the day she had some coin. But a shudder passed through
her hair as she saw it was now almost dark. Well, the night time was
approaching. She must have some pluck and sell herself coaxingly if she
didn’t wish to kick the bucket in the midst of the general revelry.
Looking at other people gorging themselves didn’t precisely fill her
own stomach. She slackened her pace again and looked around her. There
was a darker shade under the trees. Few people passed along, only folks
in a hurry, who swiftly crossed the Boulevards. And on the broad, dark,
deserted footway, where the sound of the revelry died away, women were
standing and waiting. They remained for long intervals motionless,
patient and as stiff-looking as the scrubby little plane trees; then
they slowly began to move, dragging their slippers over the frozen
soil, taking ten steps or so and then waiting again, rooted as it were
to the ground. There was one of them with a huge body and insect-like
arms and legs, wearing a black silk rag, with a yellow scarf over her
head; there was another one, tall and bony, who was bareheaded and wore
a servant’s apron; and others, too—old ones plastered up and young ones
so dirty that a ragpicker would not have picked them up. However,
Gervaise tried to learn what to do by imitating them; girlish-like
emotion tightened her throat; she was hardly aware whether she felt
ashamed or not; she seemed to be living in a horrible dream. For a
quarter of an hour she remained standing erect. Men hurried by without
even turning their heads. Then she moved about in her turn, and
venturing to accost a man who was whistling with his hands in his
pockets, she murmured, in a strangled voice:
“Sir, listen a moment—”
The man gave her a side glance and then went off, whistling all the
louder.
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