Domestic fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Working class women -- Fiction
The first room, Madame Goujet’s, was piously preserved in the state she
had left it. On a chair near the window lay the tambour by the side of
the large arm-chair, which seemed to be waiting for the old
lace-worker. The bed was made, and she could have stretched herself
beneath the sheets if she had left the cemetery to come and spend the
evening with her child. There was something solemn, a perfume of
honesty and goodness about the room.
“Come in,” repeated the blacksmith in a louder tone.
She went in, half frightened, like a disreputable woman gliding into a
respectable place. He was quite pale, and trembled at the thought of
ushering a woman like this into his dead mother’s home. They crossed
the room on tip-toe, as if they were ashamed to be heard. Then when he
had pushed Gervaise into his own room he closed the door. Here he was
at home. It was the narrow closet she was acquainted with; a
schoolgirl’s room, with the little iron bedstead hung with white
curtains. On the walls the engravings cut out of illustrated newspapers
had gathered and spread, and they now reached to the ceiling. The room
looked so pure that Gervaise did not dare to advance, but retreated as
far as she could from the lamp. Then without a word, in a transport as
it were, he tried to seize hold of her and press her in his arms. But
she felt faint and murmured: “Oh! _Mon Dieu!_ Oh, _mon Dieu!_”
The fire in the stove, having been covered with coke-dust, was still
alight, and the remains of a stew which Goujet had put to warm,
thinking he should return to dinner, was smoking in front of the
cinders. Gervaise, who felt her numbness leave her in the warmth of
this room, would have gone down on all fours to eat out of the
saucepan. Her hunger was stronger than her will; her stomach seemed
rent in two; and she stooped down with a sigh. Goujet had realized the
truth. He placed the stew on the table, cut some bread, and poured her
out a glass of wine.
“Thank you! Thank you!” said she. “Oh, how kind you are! Thank you!”
She stammered; she could hardly articulate. When she caught hold of her
fork she began to tremble so acutely that she let it fall again. The
hunger that possessed her made her wag her head as if senile. She
carried the food to her mouth with her fingers. As she stuffed the
first potato into her mouth, she burst out sobbing. Big tears coursed
down her cheeks and fell onto her bread. She still ate, gluttonously
devouring this bread thus moistened by her tears, and breathing very
hard all the while. Goujet compelled her to drink to prevent her from
stifling, and her glass chinked, as it were, against her teeth.
“Will you have some more bread?” he asked in an undertone.
She cried, she said “no,” she said “yes,” she didn’t know. Ah! how nice
and yet how painful it is to eat when one is starving.
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