Domestic fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Working class women -- Fiction
When she entered the passage she was like a mad-woman. Her poor head
was whirling round. At heart her great grief was at having bid the
blacksmith an eternal farewell. All was ended between them; they would
never see each other more. Then, besides that, all her other thoughts
of misfortune pressed upon her, and almost caused her head to split. As
she passed she poked her nose in at the Bijards’ and beheld Lalie dead,
with a look of contentment on her face at having at last been laid out
and slumbering forever. Ah, well! children were luckier than grown-up
people. And, as a glimmer of light passed under old Bazouge’s door, she
walked boldly in, seized with a mania for going off on the same journey
as the little one.
That old joker, Bazouge, had come home that night in an extraordinary
state of gaiety. He had had such a booze that he was snoring on the
ground in spite of the temperature, and that no doubt did not prevent
him from dreaming something pleasant, for he seemed to be laughing from
his stomach as he slept. The candle, which he had not put out, lighted
up his old garments, his black cloak, which he had drawn over his knees
as though it had been a blanket.
On beholding him Gervaise uttered such a deep wailing that he awoke.
“_Mon Dieu!_ shut the door! It’s so cold! Ah! it’s you! What’s the
matter? What do you want?”
Then, Gervaise, stretching out her arms, no longer knowing what she
stuttered, began passionately to implore him:
“Oh! take me away! I’ve had enough; I want to go off. You mustn’t bear
me any grudge. I didn’t know. One never knows until one’s ready. Oh,
yes; one’s glad to go one day! Take me away! Take me away and I shall
thank you!”
She fell on her knees, all shaken with a desire which caused her to
turn ghastly pale. Never before had she thus dragged herself at a man’s
feet. Old Bazouge’s ugly mug, with his mouth all on one side and his
hide begrimed with the dust of funerals, seemed to her as beautiful and
resplendent as a sun. The old fellow, who was scarcely awake thought,
however, that it was some sort of bad joke.
“Look here,” murmured he, “no jokes!”
“Take me away,” repeated Gervaise more ardently still. “You remember, I
knocked one evening against the partition; then I said that it wasn’t
true, because I was still a fool. But see! Give me your hands. I’m no
longer frightened. Take me away to by-by; you’ll see how still I’ll be.
Oh! sleep, that’s all I care for. Oh! I’ll love you so much!”
Bazouge, ever gallant, thought that he ought not to be hasty with a
lady who appeared to have taken such a fancy to him. She was falling to
pieces, but all the same, what remained was very fine, especially when
she was excited.
“What you say is very true,” said he in a convinced manner. “I packed
up three more to-day who would only have been too glad to have given me
something for myself, could they but have got their hands to their
pockets. But, little woman, it’s not so easily settled as all that—”
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