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That old thrill of belonging to the building--that woman in furs
stepping off at the dentist's floor was eying her curiously--the thrill
of expanding into part of this complicated, intricate, impersonal life.
Her office again, long, narrow, caging the sunlight between its shelved
walls, and the stenographer rising in a little flurry. "I'll call Dr.
Roberts. He was expecting you, I think."
Catherine looked out of her window. No one in the fitting room
opposite; she could see the sweep of draped fabrics.
"Mrs. Hammond! I am delighted to see you."
Dr. Roberts bustled toward her, his bearded face cordial, his gestures
animated, fidgety. "I wondered how soon you would be in. I should have
called you soon. Your little boy has recovered?"
"Yes." Catherine sat down.
"Such a pity. Poor little chap. And calling you back. I must tell
you how admirable your investigation is. We've had several letters
from people whom you met. You handled them admirably, interested them
without antagonizing them. Well, you are ready now to finish the tour?"
"You have sent no one else?" Catherine was cold. That jellyfish in her
head was a flabby lump left by the tide.
"No. I want you to go back." His eyes, small, keen, searched hers.
She sighed faintly.
"I can't do it." She was startled at the finality in her own words. "I
can't go away, Dr. Roberts. Not--again."
He showed no surprise.
"Your letters," he suggested. "They sounded enthusiastic."
"It was fascinating." There was pain in the folding down of her long
eyelids. "But I can't go away. I--" she smiled briefly. "I've lost my
nerve. I can't risk what might happen."
"The children, you mean?"
"Yes."
"Um. A pity. Accidents happen, anyway. But of course you have thought
of that." He drummed busily with his fingers along the desk.
Catherine straightened her shoulders. She could think clearly now;
evidently the jellyfish had existed just for that one decision.
"I had hoped there wouldn't be a chance for me to go away again. I
thought you might have sent someone else, and that you'd want me here
in the office. You see--the glimpse I had of the real colleges gives
enormous vitality to all these catalogues. I'd like to go on, if I
could do it right here."
When had she thought that? Astonishing, the way ideas burst out from
some deep level, and you recognized them as authentic.
"A pity." Dr. Roberts clasped his hands, twisting his fingers in and
out. Here's the church, and here's the steeple, thought Catherine, as
if she played the finger game for Letty. "I was afraid of it. But if
you will come back, handle the work here--I like the way you write up
the material." He clapped one palm on the desk. "Let me think it over.
I suppose I might finish the trip myself. I am free now--those meetings
have come off."
"There's this check." Catherine took it out of her handbag. "For a
month, at the new rate."
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