Lachmi Bai, Rani of Jhansi: The Jeanne D'Arc of IndiaWhite, Michael
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Lachmi Bai, Rani of Jhansi: The Jeanne D'Arc of India
White, Michael
India -- History -- Sepoy Rebellion, 1857-1858 -- Fiction
The Rani had approached the temple with sorrow consuming her heart.
Her affection for Prasad had gone forth spontaneously almost at their
first meeting. She had beheld in him what she believed to be her ideal
of a chivalrous noble. That he possessed failings due to youth and
inexperience she was ready to admit; but that he should prove such a
hopeless failure in all his qualities, was a bitter disappointment. A
drunkard, a consort of other women, while he asserted his unalterable
love for her, a conspirator against her authority if not her person,
surely her affection could not have been bestowed upon a more worthless
object. Her temperament was not such as to display her anguish by
lamenting Prasad's faithlessness and her own wrong into every willing
ear; but none the less was there the necessity to obtain relief by
an outpouring of her spirit. In secret, before the great God she
worshipped, she purposed to seek consolation for her wounded heart;
then to go forth and bear outwardly before her people no trace of her
inward grief.
The temple was wrapt in silence. In the outer building white robed,
recumbent figures of priests and attendants lay here and there where
they had chosen a resting place. With hushed steps the Rani stole
past these, crossed a courtyard, and entered the chamber of the God.
Save for the glow from an incense burner, the interior was veiled in
darkness, to emphasize the unknown mysterious element of Siva's being.
Before her, the figure of the God loomed a darker object, seated upon
an altar pedestal, wrapt in profound, eternal meditation. The morrow
was a festival and flowers had already been bountifully scattered upon
the altar, and, in wreaths, hung about the person of the sacred image.
She stood for a moment before the shrine, then knelt in prayer.
"O great Siva," she petitioned. "All wise, all powerful, all just God,
Protector of Animals, Vanquisher of Death; thou, whose vision and
understanding doth penetrate all things from the infinitude of Heaven
to the deepest secrets of the human soul, behold the unhappiness of
thy daughter. Striving to be just yet ever suffering injustice, to
appease jealousy but to behold new dissension rise on every hand, and
O Holy God, loving only to receive ingratitude and faithlessness in
return. Give me, I beg of thee, above all things, a spirit of resolute
courage to combat the vicissitudes of life, and to hold death powerless
of terror in whatever form it shall come. Aye, and O Great God, give
to me this divine quality so that I may inspire the faltering hearts
of others, if need be to valiant deeds for the honor of our faith and
country."
She raised her face upward to the protecting hands of the God, and
remained thus in silent communion.
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