I never had such a be-hanged time getting started. I slipped from the
room, and never told a soul even where I was going. I fell over the
shovel and couldn't find anything quick enough but my pocket to put the
worms in, and I forgot my stringer. At last, when I raced down the
hill to the creek and climbed over the water of the deep place, on the
roots of the Pete Billings yowling tree, I had only six worms, my apple
sucker pole, my cotton cord line, and bent pin hook. I put the first
worm on carefully, and if ever I prayed! Sometimes it was hard to
understand about this praying business. My mother was the best and
most beautiful woman who ever lived. She was clean, and good, and
always helped "the poor and needy who cluster round your door," like it
says in the poetry piece, and there never could have been a reason why
God would want a woman to suffer herself, when she went flying on
horseback even dark nights through rain or snow, to doctor other
people's pain, and when she gave away things like she did--why, I've
seen her take a big piece of meat from the barrel, and a sack of meal,
and heaps of apples and potatoes to carry to Mandy Thomas--when she
gave away food by the wagonload at a time, God couldn't have WANTED her
to be hungry, and yet she WAS that very minute almost crying for food;
and I prayed, oh how I did pray! and a sneaking old back-ended crayfish
took my very first worm. I just looked at the sky and said: "Well,
when it's for a sick woman, can't You do any better than that?"
I suppose I shouldn't have said it, but if it had been your mother, how
would you have felt? I pinched the next worm in two, so if a crayfish
took that, it wouldn't get but half. I lay down across the roots and
pulled my bonnet far over my face and tried to see to the bottom. I
read in school the other day:
"And by those little rings on the water I know
The fishes are merrily swimming below."
There were no rings on the water, but after a while I saw some fish
darting around, only they didn't seem to be hungry; for they would come
right up and nibble a tiny bit at my worm, but they wouldn't swallow
it. Then one did, so I jerked with all my might, jerked so hard the
fish and worm both flew off, and I had only the hook left. I put on
the other half and tried again. I prayed straight along, but the tears
would come that time, and the prayer was no powerful effort like
Brother Hastings would have made; it was little torn up pieces mostly:
"O Lord, please do make only one fish bite!" At last one did bite
good, so I swung carefully that time, and landed it on the grass, but
it was so little and it hit a stone and was killed. I had no stringer
to put it back in the water to keep cool, and the sun was hot that day,
like times in the fall. Stretched on the roots, with it shining on my
back, and striking the water and coming up from below, I dripped with
heat and excitement.
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