"I can't see that he would. Some one must start a courtship, or there
would be no marrying, and it's conceded to be the place of the man.
No. He might be disappointed, or dreadfully hurt, but there would be
no shame about it."
"Well, then, suppose she loved him, and wanted to marry him, and he
hadn't loved her, or wanted her, would SHE have had anything to be
ashamed of?"
"I don't think so! If she was attracted by him, and thought she would
like him, she would have a right to go to a certain extent, to find out
if he cared for her, and if he didn't, why, she'd just have to give him
up. But any sensible girl waits for a man to make the advances, and
plenty of them, before she allows herself even to dream of loving him,
or at least, I would."
Now I was getting somewhere!
"Of course you would!" I said. "That would be the WAY mother would,
wouldn't it?"
"Surely!"
"If that Paget man you used to write about had seemed to be just what
you liked, you'd have waited to know if he wanted you, before you loved
him, wouldn't you?"
"I certainly would!" answered Shelley. "Or at least, I'd have waited
until I THOUGHT sure as death, I knew. It seems that sometimes you can
be fooled about those things."
"But if you thought sure you knew, and then found out you had been
mistaken, you wouldn't have anything to be ASHAMED of, would you?"
"Not-on-your-life-I-wouldn't!" cried Shelley, hammering each word into
her right knee with her doubled fist. "What are you driving at,
Blatherskite? What have you got into your head?"
"Oh just studying about things," I said, which was exactly the truth.
"Sally getting married last fall, and Laddie going to this, just
started me to wondering."
Fooled her, too!
"Oh well, there's no harm done," she said. "The sooner you get these
matters straightened out, the better able you will be to take care of
yourself. If you ever go to a city, you'll find out that a girl needs
considerable care taken of her."
"You could look out for yourself, Shelley?"
"Well, I don't know as I made such a glorious fist of it," she said,
"but at least, as you say, I've nothing to be ashamed of!"
I almost hugged her head off.
"Of course you haven't!" I cried. "Of course you wouldn't have!"
I just kissed her over and over for joy; I was so glad my heart hurt
for father and mother. Shame had not come to them!
"Now, I guess I'll run to the house and get a comb," I told her.
"Go on," said Shelley. "I know you are tired."
"I'm not in the least," I said. "Don't you remember I always use a
comb when I fuss with your hair?"
"It is better," said Shelley. "Go get one."
As I got up to start I took a last look at her, and there was something
in her face that I couldn't bear. I knelt beside her, and put both
arms around her neck.
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