Cumberland (England) -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
I therefore write to you, and bid you think much of what
I say to you before you answer me. You know well that I
love you. You do not suspect that I am trying to win you
because you are rich. You will remember that I loved you
when no one thought that you would be rich. I do love you
in my heart of hearts. I think of you in my dreams and
fancy then that all the world has become bright to me,
because we are walking together, hand-in-hand, where none
can come between to separate us. But I would not wish you
to be my wife, just because you have promised. If you do
not love me,--above all, if you love this other man,--say
so, and I will have done with it. Your mother says that
you are bound to me by gratitude. I do not wish you to be
my wife unless you are bound to me by love. Tell me then
how it is;--but, as you value my happiness and your own,
tell me the truth.
I will not say that I shall think well of you, if you have
been carried away by this young man's nobility. I would
have you give me a fair chance. Ask yourself what has
brought him as a lover to your feet. How it came to pass
that I was your lover you cannot but remember. But, for
you, it is your first duty not to marry a man unless you
love him. If you go to him because he can make you a
countess you will be vile indeed. If you go to him because
you find that he is in truth dearer to you than I am,
because you prefer his arm to mine, because he has wound
himself into your heart of hearts,--I shall think your
heart indeed hardly worth the having; but according to
your lights you will be doing right. In that case you
shall have no further word from me to trouble you.
But I desire that I may have an answer to this in your own
handwriting.
Your own sincere lover,
DANIEL THWAITE.
In composing and copying and recopying this letter the tailor sat up
half the night, and then very early in the morning he himself carried
it to Keppel Street, thus adding nearly three miles to his usual walk
to Wigmore Street. The servant at the lodging-house was not up, and
could hardly be made to rise by the modest appeals which Daniel made
to the bell; but at last the delivery was effected, and the forlorn
lover hurried back to his work.
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