Lady Barbarina, The Siege of London, An International Episode, and Other TalesJames, Henry
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Lady Barbarina, The Siege of London, An International Episode, and Other Tales
James, Henry
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Europe -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“There are plenty of spicy old women, who settled I was a bad bold thing.
They found out I was in the ‘gay’ line. They discovered I was known to
the authorities. I _am_ very well known all out West—I’m known from
Chicago to San Francisco; if not personally, at least by reputation. I’m
known to all classes. People can tell you out there. In New York they
decided I wasn’t good enough. Not good enough for New York! What do you
say to that?”—it rang out for derision. Whether she had struggled with
her pride before making her avowal her confidant of this occasion never
knew. The strange want of dignity, as he felt, in her grievance seemed
to indicate that she had no pride, and yet there was a sore spot, really
a deep wound, in her heart which, touched again, renewed its ache. “I
took a house for the winter—one of the handsomest houses in the place—but
I sat there all alone. They thought me ‘gay,’ _me_ gay there on
Fifty-Eighth Street without so much as a cat!”
Waterville was embarrassed; diplomatist as he was he hardly knew what
line to take. He couldn’t see the need or the propriety of her overflow;
though the incident appeared to have been most curious and he was glad to
know the facts on the best authority. It was the first he did know of
this remarkable woman’s having spent a winter in his native city—which
was virtually a proof of her having come and gone in complete obscurity.
It was vain for him to pretend he had been a good deal away, for he had
been appointed to his post in London only six months before, and Mrs.
Headway’s social failure ante-dated that event. In the midst of these
reflexions he had an inspiration. He attempted neither to question, to
explain nor to apologise; he ventured simply to lay his hand for an
instant on her own and to exclaim as gallantly as possible: “I wish _I_
had known!”
“I had plenty of men—but men don’t count. If they’re not a positive help
they’re a hindrance, so that the more you have the worse it looks. The
women simply turned their backs.”
“They were afraid of you—they were jealous,” the young man produced.
“It’s very good of you to try and patch it up; all I know is that not one
of them crossed my threshold. No, you needn’t try and tone it down; I
know perfectly how the case stands. In New York, if you please, I didn’t
go.”
“So much the worse for New York!” cried Waterville, who, as he afterwards
said to Littlemore, had got quite worked up.
“And now you know why I want to get into society over here?” She jumped
up and stood before him; with a dry hard smile she looked down at him.
Her smile itself was an answer to her question; it expressed a sharp
vindictive passion. There was an abruptness in her movements which left
her companion quite behind; but as he still sat there returning her
glance he felt he at last in the light of that smile, the flash of that
almost fierce demand, understood Mrs. Headway.
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