Lady Barbarina, The Siege of London, An International Episode, and Other TalesJames, Henry
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Lady Barbarina, The Siege of London, An International Episode, and Other Tales
James, Henry
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Europe -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
he wants—I’ll do everything, be anything, I’ll be the most perfect wife.
The old woman will adore me when she knows me—it’s too stupid of her not
to see. Everything in the past’s over; it has all fallen away from me;
it’s the life of another woman. This was what I wanted; I knew I should
find it some day. I knew I should be at home in the best—and with the
highest. What could I do in those horrible places? I had to take what I
could. But now I’ve got nice surroundings. I want you to do me justice.
You’ve never done me justice. That’s what I sent for you for.”
Littlemore had suddenly ceased to be bored, but a variety of feelings had
taken the place of that one. It was impossible not to be touched; she
really meant what she said. People don’t change their nature, but they
change their desires, their ideal, their effort. This incoherent
passionate plea was an assurance that she was literally panting to be
respectable. But the poor woman, whatever she did, was condemned, as he
had said of old, in Paris, to Waterville, to be only half right. The
colour rose to her visitor’s face as he listened to her outpouring of
anxiety and egotism; she hadn’t managed her early life very well, but
there was no need of her going down on her knees. “It’s very painful to
me to hear all this. You’re under no obligation to say such things to
me. You entirely misconceive my attitude—my influence.”
“Oh yes, you shirk it—you only wish to shirk it!” she cried, flinging
away fiercely the sofa-cushion on which she had been resting.
“Marry whom you damn please!” Littlemore quite shouted, springing to his
feet.
He had hardly spoken when the door was thrown open and the servant
announced Sir Arthur Demesne. This shy adventurer entered with a certain
briskness, but stopped short on seeing Mrs. Headway engaged with another
guest. Recognising Littlemore, however, he gave a light exclamation
which might have passed for a greeting. Mrs. Headway, who had risen as
he came in, looked with wonderful eyes from one of the men to the other;
then, like a person who had a sudden inspiration, she clasped her hands
together and cried out: “I’m so glad you’ve met. If I had arranged it it
couldn’t be better!”
“If you had arranged it?” said Sir Arthur, crinkling a little his high
white forehead, while the conviction rose before Littlemore that she had
indeed arranged it.
“I’m going to do something very queer”—and her extravagant manner
confirmed her words.
“You’re excited, I’m afraid you’re ill.” Sir Arthur stood there with his
hat and his stick; he was evidently much annoyed.
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