Lady Barbarina, The Siege of London, An International Episode, and Other TalesJames, Henry
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Lady Barbarina, The Siege of London, An International Episode, and Other Tales
James, Henry
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Europe -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Would you very kindly,” she said, “move that large fauteuil a little
more this way? Not the largest; the one with the little cushion. The
fauteuils here are very insufficient; I must ask Madame Beaurepas for
another. Thank you; a little more to the left, please; that will do.
Are you particularly engaged?” she inquired after she had seated herself.
“If not I should like briefly to converse with you. It’s some time since
I’ve met a young American of your—what shall I call it?—affiliations.
I’ve learned your name from Madame Beaurepas; I must have known in other
days some of your people. I ask myself what has become of all my
friends. I used to have a charming little circle at home, but now I meet
no one I either know or desire to know. Don’t you think there’s a great
difference between the people one meets and the people one would like to
meet? Fortunately, sometimes,” my patroness graciously added, “there’s
no great difference. I suppose you’re a specimen—and I take you for a
good one,” she imperturbably went on—“of modern young America. Tell me,
then, what modern young America is thinking of in these strange days of
ours. What are its feelings, its opinions, its aspirations? What is its
_ideal_?” I had seated myself and she had pointed this interrogation
with the gaze of her curiously bright and impersonal little eyes. I felt
it embarrassing to be taken for a superior specimen of modern young
America and to be expected to answer for looming millions. Observing my
hesitation Mrs. Church clasped her hands on the open page of her book and
gave a dismal, a desperate smile. “_Has_ it an ideal?” she softly asked.
“Well, we must talk of this,” she proceeded without insisting. “Speak
just now for yourself simply. Have you come to Europe to any intelligent
conscious end?”
“No great end to boast of,” I said. “But I seem to feel myself study a
little.”
“Ah, I’m glad to hear that. You’re gathering up a little European
culture; that’s what we lack, you know, at home. No individual can do
much, of course; but one mustn’t be discouraged—every little so counts.”
“I see that you at least are doing your part,” I bravely answered,
dropping my eyes on my companion’s learned volume.
“Ah yes, I go as straight as possible to the sources. There’s no one
after all like the Germans. That is for digging up the facts and the
evidence. For conclusions I frequently diverge. I form my opinions
myself. I’m sorry to say, however,” Mrs. Church continued, “that I don’t
do much to spread the light. I’m afraid I’m sadly selfish; I do little
to irrigate the soil. I belong—I frankly confess it—to the class of
impenitent absentees.”
“I had the pleasure, last evening,” I said, “of making the acquaintance
of your daughter. She tells me you’ve been a long time in Europe.”
She took it blandly. “Can one ever be _too_ long? You see it’s _our_
world, that of us few real fugitives from the rule of the mob. We shall
never go back to that.”
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