Lady Barbarina, The Siege of London, An International Episode, and Other TalesJames, Henry
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Lady Barbarina, The Siege of London, An International Episode, and Other Tales
James, Henry
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Europe -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Rude indeed as was my young presumption Mrs. Church had still her
cultivated patience, even her pity, for it. “We’re very crude,” she
blandly remarked, “and we’re proportionately indigestible.” And lest her
own refined strictures should seem to savour of the vice she deprecated
she went on to explain. “There are two classes of minds, you know—those
that hold back and those that push forward. My daughter and I are not
pushers; we move with the slow considerate steps to which a little
dignity may still cling. We like the old trodden paths; we like the old
old world.”
“Ah,” said I, “you know what you like. There’s a great virtue in that.”
“Yes, we like Europe; we prefer it. We like the opportunities of Europe;
we like the _rest_. There’s so much in that, you know. The world seems
to me to be hurrying, pressing forward so fiercely, without knowing in
the least where it’s going. ‘Whither?’ I often ask in my little quiet
way. But I’ve yet to learn that any one can tell me.”
“You’re a grand old conservative,” I returned while I wondered whether I
myself might have been able to meet her question.
Mrs. Church gave me a smile that was equivalent to a confession. “I wish
to retain a wee bit—just a wee bit. Surely we’ve done so much we might
rest a while; we might pause. That’s all my feeling—just to stop a
little, to wait, to take breath. I’ve seen so many changes. I want to
draw in, to draw in—to hold back, to hold back.”
“You shouldn’t hold your daughter back!” I laughed as I got up. I rose
not by way of closing our small discussion, for I felt my friend’s
exposition of her views to be by no means complete, but in order to offer
a chair to Miss Aurora, who at this moment drew near. She thanked me and
remained standing, but without at first, as I noticed, really facing her
parent.
“You’ve been engaged with your new acquaintance, my dear?” this lady
inquired.
“Yes, mamma,” said the girl with a sort of prompt sweet dryness.
“Do you find her very edifying?”
Aurora had a silence; then she met her mother’s eyes. “I don’t know,
mamma. She’s very fresh.”
I ventured a respectful laugh. “Your mother has another word for that.
But I must not,” I added, “be indigestibly raw.”
“Ah, vous m’en voulez?” Mrs. Church serenely sighed. “And yet I can’t
pretend I said it in jest. I feel it too much. We’ve been having a
little social discussion,” she said to her daughter. “There’s still so
much to be said. And I wish,” she continued, turning to me, “that I
could give you our point of view. Don’t you wish, Aurora, that we could
give him our point of view?”
“Yes, mamma,” said Aurora.
“We consider ourselves very fortunate in our point of view, don’t we,
dearest?” mamma demanded.
“Very fortunate indeed, mamma.”
“You see we’ve acquired an insight into European life,” the elder lady
pursued. “We’ve our place at many a European fireside. We find so much
to esteem—so much to enjoy. Don’t we find delightful things, my
daughter?”
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