Lady Barbarina, The Siege of London, An International Episode, and Other TalesJames, Henry
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Lady Barbarina, The Siege of London, An International Episode, and Other Tales
James, Henry
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Europe -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
I’ve received a great deal of politeness—some of it really most pressing,
and have experienced no drawbacks whatever. I’ve made a great many
pleasant acquaintances in travelling round—both ladies and gentlemen—and
had a great many interesting and open-hearted, if quite informal, talks.
I’ve collected a great many remarkable facts—I guess we don’t know quite
_everything_ at Bangor—for which I refer you to my journal. I assure you
my journal’s going to be a splendid picture of an earnest young life. I
do just exactly as I do in Bangor, and I find I do perfectly right. At
any rate I don’t care if I don’t. I didn’t come to Europe to lead a
merely conventional society life: I could do that at Bangor. You know I
never _would_ do it at Bangor, so it isn’t likely I’m going to worship
false gods over here. So long as I accomplish what I desire and make my
money hold out I shall regard the thing as a success. Sometimes I feel
rather lonely, especially evenings; but I generally manage to interest
myself in something or in some one. I mostly read up, evenings, on the
objects of interest I’ve visited during the day, or put in time on my
journal. Sometimes I go to the theatre or else play the piano in the
public parlour. The public parlour at the hotel isn’t much; but the
piano’s better than that fearful old thing at the Sebago House.
Sometimes I go downstairs and talk to the lady who keeps the books—a real
French lady, who’s remarkably polite. She’s very handsome, though in the
peculiar French way, and always wears a black dress of the most beautiful
fit. She speaks a little English; she tells me she had to learn it in
order to converse with the Americans who come in such numbers to this
hotel. She has given me lots of points on the position of woman in
France, and seems to think that on the whole there’s hope. But she has
told me at the same time some things I shouldn’t like to write to you—I’m
hesitating even about putting them into my journal—especially if my
letters are to be handed round in the family. I assure you they appear
to talk about things here that we never think of mentioning at Bangor,
even to ourselves or to our very closest; and it has struck me that
people are closer—to each other—down in Maine than seems mostly to be
expected here. This bright-minded lady appears at any rate to think she
can tell me everything because I’ve told her I’m travelling for general
culture. Well, I _do_ want to know so much that it seems sometimes as if
I wanted to know most everything; and yet I guess there are some things
that don’t count for improvement. But as a general thing everything’s
intensely interesting; I don’t mean only everything this charming woman
tells me, but everything I see and hear for myself. I guess I’ll come
out where I want.
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