Lady Bell, volume 1 (of 3) : $b A story of last centuryTytler, Sarah
History
Lady Bell, volume 1 (of 3) : $b A story of last century
Tytler, Sarah
Great Britain -- History -- George III, 1760-1820 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
Mrs. Siddons’s gravity at the casualty outlasted Lady Bell’s mercurial
dismay, for the young lady soon proceeded to comfort herself more
frankly than cunningly, with the consideration, “It was but two
five-pound notes after all, and as I have lately provided myself with
two suits, and you pay my travelling expenses, I shan’t want it at
present.”
The next day Mrs. Siddons set about trying among the acquaintances who
gathered round her at every stoppage in her tour, whether she could not
procure another situation for Miss Barlowe. The agreeable and obliging
young lady was only Mrs. Siddons’s _compagne de voyage_, and would be no
longer wanted by the actress when she should settle down for the winter
in her home at Bath.
Mrs. Siddons was fortunate in hearing at once of something moderately
suitable, and directly communicated her doings and their success to Lady
Bell.
“My dear Miss Barlowe, you know I should like to have you with me
always,” she broke the matter, “but what can I do? I am a poor woman,
working hard for my family, and I must think of their interest before my
own inclinations, or even those of my friends.”
Lady Bell, in her brief season of security (for after the first few
days, she had confided absolutely in Mrs. Siddons), and of mental
enlargement and delight, had not looked farther than the day. She was so
astounded and heartstricken by the tidings of her dismissal, that her
pride was in abeyance for a moment. “Are you going to send me away from
you, madam?” she asked, her eyes widening, her pouting lips drooping
with distress and affright. “Oh! is not this too great a punishment for
letting my money be stole?”
“My dear Miss Barlowe,” repeated Mrs. Siddons, in remonstrance, “you
make a great mistake. I have no right to punish your carelessness in
letting your money go. I am planning for your good. Even if it were not
so,” she added immediately, with the candour which was always in excess
of her conciliatory qualities, “I have no room for you, or any call for
a companion at Bath. I own, with pleasure, that I have already got fond
of you, but you must see, unhappily, it is a fondness which I cannot
afford to indulge, when I have my children to think of, in the first
place,” and she turned and caressed her little Henry.
Mrs. Siddons urged the plea as if it admitted of no contradiction. She
urged the same plea many a time from youth to age, in trampling down
generosity, and even justice, till the very world that worshipped her
genius, was outraged by her family selfishness. In like manner, women
urge it still, without doubt or stay, as if family selfishness becomes a
divine right in the breasts of mothers.
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