Lady Bell, volume 2 (of 3) : $b A story of last centuryTytler, Sarah
History
Lady Bell, volume 2 (of 3) : $b A story of last century
Tytler, Sarah
Great Britain -- History -- George III, 1760-1820 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
“Then do not risk danger again, you are not so much older—only a tender
girl of eighteen—widow though you are. I may not even be able to reach
you with the poor stay of letters when all your friends will be against
me. I cannot wonder and complain, but I must think of myself and my
love, and of you and yours, for you love me, and me only, Lady Bell,
your lips have sworn it now, over and over.”
“Ay, and I swear it again,” averred Lady Bell, with fond pride.
“No other man will ever be to you what I can be. I will say more,
cross-grained sinner as I am, I honestly believe that I shall raise you,
Bell, by your love, as you will raise me by mine. Are not true lovers
made for helpmeets as well as mates? And, although I have no cause for
boasting, less at this moment perhaps than at any other, still, do you
not love me, darling, because you think me honest, though plain, earnest
if harsh, a little wiser in my blundering, a little more bent on truth
and righteousness in my faultiness, than the ruck of those heartless
triflers and blasphemous renouncers of all obligations around you?”
“Have I not called you the best of men?” boasted Lady Bell, with an
immensity of faith which might have staggered him and opened his eyes.
But he only shut them harder, while he modestly declined the innocent
hyperbole.
“Oh, no, a prodigiously erring fellow, and nearly mad at this moment, I
suspect. But we should walk through life hand in hand, love, and ask to
rise to the best that nature and grace could make us. For that end we
should seek to be reverent and dutiful, and to turn our backs on
vanities, follies, and worse. It is not wrong to make this end so sure,
that if we live it cannot be baulked, and that no one can ever more come
between us to beguile us of our faith in God and each other.”
“If I could only claim you as my wife,” he argued unweariedly, “I should
have no fear to leave you thus solemnly bound to me—thus able by
uttering one word to dismiss all suitors, or to consign them to the
tender mercies of a man whom you could then call from the ends of the
earth—too happy to come, as I came to you at the masquerade—to give you
protection. My name alone, when you choose to take it, and replace by it
the name which you tell me, hanging your head (I cannot bear to have my
love hang her head), it is no pleasure or pride for you to wear, would
protect you.”
“Ah! Harry, shall I ever wear your dear name?”
“If you will, Lady Bell; and I venture to affirm that it will shelter
you as the name of the husband of your own free choice. In the mean time
I shall be doing my best to make my name honourable for you. But ah,
Bell, grant me my reward now, during the few short hours which we are
yet to spend together—while it is in your power to grant it, since it is
doubtful whether I shall ever return to claim it.”
“Come back quick, Harry, and you may blame me as you will, I shall be
too happy to be blamed by you, and to do whatever you desire,” promised
Lady Bell.
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