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Guernsey, Lucy Ellen
Governesses -- Juvenile fiction; Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Juvenile fiction
"Good news wont keep, eh, Mrs. Margaret!" said he, smiling at my
confusion. "I wish you joy of your letters from home!"
He is much more free and brotherly with me than he used to be, for
which I am very glad. I can't but think Priscilla Fulton hath something
to do with this change. I did not think it needful to tell him that my
letters were not from home.
As I was going on, he called me back, much to my annoyance. 'Twas
to ask me whether I had ever held any conversation with Dame Yeo on
religious matters? I told him how I had read to her, and that we had
talked over what I had read, adding, what was quite true that she had
cheered me up, and done me a great deal of good.
He shook his head. "I know not what to say," said he. "I cannot but
fear she is in a very dangerous way."
"Why?" I asked, surprised. "She always seemed to me one of the best
Christians in the world."
"I fear she is guilty of the sin of presumption!" said he. "She says
she knows her sins are forgiven, and that she is accepted of God."
"Well," I answered—"why not? Don't you read in the church every day
that 'He pardoneth and absolveth all those who truly repent and
unfeignedly believe His holy Gospel'? And does not our Lord say, 'He
that believeth on me, hath everlasting life, and shall never come into
condemnation'?"
"'Tis true!" said he. "But yet—"
"I can't stop to talk to you about it now," I said; "my Lady will be
waiting for me. But, Mr. Penrose, I don't believe our Lord intends his
dear children shall walk through the world with a rope round their
necks, as it were. He tells us to rejoice evermore, and that because
our names are written in heaven!"
"You believe in the doctrine of final perseverance?" said he, turning
back and walking with me.
"I know naught of theological terms," I answered him. "But when I feel
God's grace enough for me to-day, why should I distress myself for fear
I should not have it to-morrow, or next week, or next year? We are
taught to ask daily bread for daily needs, and why not daily grace? I
see no presumption in taking our Lord at His word."
"But how can you know that you love Him, or that your faith is
sufficient?" he persisted, still going on by my side.
"As I know anything else," I answered. "How do I know that I am glad to
get my letter? I don't need any deep self-examination to find that out,
I trow!"
"Nor I!" said Mr. Penrose. "It needs only to look at your face. But we
will talk of this matter again."
And so, to my relief, he turned and left me, with a kind good morning.
He is far more patient of contradiction or opposition than he used to
be. He formerly seemed to resent my having any opinions of mine own in
such matters. I hope he will not go teasing Dame Yeo with his notions,
though, indeed, I believe the old woman is quite able to hold her own
with him.
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