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Guernsey, Lucy Ellen
Governesses -- Juvenile fiction; Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Juvenile fiction
"Why, so you shall, and be bridesmaid too, if you like," answered her
mother. "Why not?"
"Then, mamma, I should like them to be married pretty soon," replied
Betty, "because I don't believe I shall be here a great while longer."
This was the first time she had spoken so plainly, though she had
hinted as much a good many times lately. My Lady started and looked
anxiously at her.
"Why do you say that, my darling?" she asked. "Don't you feel as well?"
"I don't know, mamma," said Betty. "I feel languid and weary, and there
is a feeling 'here,'" (pressing her hand to her heart,) "which I never
had before you were ill, and which tells me that I shall not live long."
"Dear child, that is only a fancy," said her mother, kissing her. "You
must drive away such gloomy thoughts."
"They are not gloomy," said this strange child; "and they are not
fancies, either. Something calls me away all the time, and at night,
when I lie awake, I hear such strange, beautiful music in the air and
among the trees. But I wont talk about it, if it makes you unhappy,
dear mamma," she added, seeing the tears in her mother's eyes. "Only,
if you please, I should so much like to have Walter and Margaret
married very soon. Please, wont you have it so?"
"We will see," answered her mother.
Betty was silent, but I could see she was turning the matter over in
her mind, as her fashion is. And when she went to bed, she spoke of it
again.
"Margaret, if you want to make me very happy, you will be married very
soon. I am quite sure that I have only a little time to live now, and I
do so want to see you married. Please do let me speak to papa about it."
What could I say? I saw how much in earnest she was, and I believed
with herself that she had not long to live, and that she might go from
us in any of the fainting fits she had lately. She saw, I suppose, that
I was moved, and urged me again, even with tears, to let her speak to
my Lord.
"Don't cry!" said I, alarmed. "You shall do as you please, but you must
not cry, or you will bring on one of your bad times again."
But the bad time came, in spite of me. She fainted, and it was more
than ten minutes before we could bring her round. I began to think she
had gone for good, but she breathed again at last, her breath coming
in most painful gasps and sobs. She is weaker after every one of these
fits, and longer in recovering herself.
When she mentioned the subject again, I told her she should do as she
liked, and at last she went to sleep, quite content and happy.
I did not leave her save to go to my room and put on my wrapper. As I
went out into the gallery, I met Mr. Van Dyke, with his hands full of
toys and sweetmeats.
"See here, Mistress Merton," said he. "Cannot we put these into the
shoes of my little lady and Catharine, and so give them a pleasant
surprise, and let them think the good Saint Nicholas has been to visit
them?"
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