"I wanted to know. Have you told your husband everything that
happened?"
"Everything about the accident itself. Nothing more, Teresa."
For a moment the blue eyes lightened with gratitude.
"I _thought_ you wouldn't. But most women would. Thank you. I'd
rather no one was told."
"No one shall hear anything from me. It is not my business. I shall
forget it, Teresa!"
The girl shook her head.
"You can't do that. I don't think I want you to forget. It's a help to
have someone who understands. Mrs Beverley--do you think he _meant_
it?"
Grizel sat upright on the sofa, her small hands locked on her knee, and
for a long silent minute blue eyes and hazel met in a steady gaze.
There were no secrets between the two women at the end of that minute.
"Yes, Teresa," said Grizel unsteadily. "I think he did."
"You know he did," corrected Teresa gravely. She was silent for another
moment, sitting motionless with downcast eyes, then deliberately raised
them again and continued:
"At the time he did mean it... She is so beautiful, and fascinating.
Everyone admires her. And it was terrible to watch her choking before
one's eyes. It wrung one's heart. What he said at the time should not
be counted. He was not sane. I am thinking of the time before.--Do
you,--do you think he meant it _before_?"
Grizel did not speak. To her impetuous ardent nature, the girl's
composure seemed terrible and unnatural. It affected her more strongly
than the most violent hysteria. She sat crunched up into the corner of
the sofa, looking white and scared, and helpless, flinching before the
steady scrutiny of the blue eyes.
"_Please tell me_."
"Teresa, I--wondered! It troubled me. Lately I felt sure. I was sorry
it had been arranged to come here together. I tried to alter it; you
know I tried... Did _you_ never suspect?"
Teresa hesitated. The colour had faded from her cheek, but she was
still calm and collected.
"Not--_that_! I knew he admired her--that was of course. I knew he
liked to be with her whenever he could. Once or twice I felt--lonely!
But she was married.--I never dreamt of this. I have read of men
falling in love with married women, but I have never known it in real
life. I did not think he was that sort." Scorn spoke in her voice, a
youthful intolerance and contempt. It was not only on her own account
that she was suffering. Peignton had been to her the ideal man, and the
ideal had fallen. The whole structure of life seemed shaken under her
feet.
Grizel looked at her, with a saddened glance.
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