"Yes, I do know. You were a free, happy girl with your life ahead.
_Her_ youth, the best part of her youth has gone, and she has never had
the joy that every woman needs. You know what I mean. We need not go
into it. Some men mean well, but they have no right to be husbands!
The women who have to live with them are slowly starved to death."
"She has her boy."
"Yes, she has her boy. For a few weeks in the year."
"He is her son all the year round."
"That's perfectly true, Teresa."
"A married woman with a son ought _not_ to love another man."
"That's perfectly true, Teresa. Do you never by any chance do anything
you should not? Can't you find the least scrap of pity in your heart
for other people who are more unhappy than yourself?"
"I am not sorry for people who do wrong. It's easy to talk, Mrs
Beverley. Suppose it was your own husband, and you had seen him, as I
did to-day, with another woman--with Cassandra herself. How would _you_
feel?"
Grizel's grimace was more expressive than words.
"My dear, I can't imagine it. I'd rather not. I should certainly not
be calm. I'm an impetuous person who is bound to let off steam, and
there would be a considerable amount of steam on that occasion, but I'm
older than you, and have seen more of the world, so that perhaps it
would come easier--after the first explosion--to be sorry for them as
well as myself."
"Why should one be sorry?"
"Because they _are_ in the wrong, and are bringing sorrow on others,
whereas you are the injured martyr, who is sinned against. There's
considerable balm in the position--for those who like it. How do you
suppose poor Dane will feel at the prospect of his next interview with
you?"
Teresa's face quivered again.
"He hasn't wanted many interviews lately. We've hardly been alone an
hour since we came here. I suppose I--should have suspected... but I
didn't. He has never been demonstrative, but he chose me, he said he
loved me. I _trusted_ him."
There was pathos in the lingering on those last words. Grizel made a
little crooning sound of tenderness, and stretched out a consoling hand,
but Teresa ignored it, and rose slowly to her feet.
"Thank you. You've told me all I wanted to know. And I'm grateful to
you for not telling your husband. Please don't mention anything to a
single person. The less that is said about it the easier it will be
to--"
"To--?" Grizel's eyes dilated. She sat upright on the sofa, her whole
body a-quiver with eagerness. "To _what_, Teresa?"
"To put things right," said Teresa, and marched stolidly from the room.
CHAPTER TWENTY THREE.
BETWEEN TWO WOMEN.
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