He did not speak, but his face spoke for him, and Teresa flushed and
winced. She had humbled her pride to the dust, but it was impossible
any longer to blind herself to the fact that for the time being her
influence over Dane was dead. He had no feeling left but the kindly
pity which was but another stab to her heart. Mind and heart alike were
so filled by another image that there was no loophole by which she could
enter in. For a bitter moment Teresa digested the fact, and faced the
truth. She had done her utmost and she had failed, there remained to
her but one hope--time! Given time and separation from the temptation
her chance might return, but for the present she must stand aside. One
more argument remained to her, and that she had hoped need not be made.
She braced herself now to deliver it.
"For Lady Cassandra's sake, it would be better if our engagement were
not broken off now, when we are staying in the same house. People have
noticed that you admire her. They might talk."
He looked up quickly, and stretched out an impetuous hand.
"That's good of you--to think of that! I wouldn't for the whole world
drag her name into it. They've no right to talk; I've given them no
cause, but if there's any fear... _Thank_ you, Teresa!"
His hand gripped hers, but for the first time the girl's fingers
remained limp and irresponsive in his grasp. She was horribly sore,
horribly wounded, her endurance was at an end, she wanted to get away to
her own room, and hide her head and cry. She rose and faced him with a
grave young dignity.
"I want you to understand that if she, Lady Cassandra, were free, I
would give you back your promise at once! You would not have needed to
ask me, I should have spoken myself; but if I set you free because you
love a married woman, I am helping you to--sin! I won't do it. You are
engaged to me, and I shall keep you to your promise. It isn't nice for
a girl to have to force herself upon a man. If I didn't love you I
couldn't do it, but I do love you, and I know that some day you will
understand, and be grateful to me."
She turned without allowing him time for a reply, and marched stiffly
across the lawn towards the house.
CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR.
THE CHAIN HOLDS.
The next day Cassandra was still confined to bed. Grizel said that it
would probably be some time before she was able to be about, and
announced her own intention of acting as nurse, while her husband played
golf with the Squire. So plain an intimation that visitors would be _de
trop_ went beyond a hint, and in truth Dane had already made up his mind
to return home by the first possible train. That being so, it was
obvious that Teresa must return with him, since it had been solely on
his account that she had been invited at all. Peignton looked across
the breakfast table around which the little party were seated, and
Teresa met his eye, and said instantly as though she had been waiting
for the sign:
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