Breakfast was finished, and half a dozen letters were distributed round
the table. Teresa turned over her share with an eager hand, and paled
into indifference. It was with an obvious effort that she tore open an
envelope, and made a pretence of reading. This morning at least she had
made sure of a letter from Dane. It was eight days since she had heard
from him last, and up till now he had written regularly once a week.
They were not lover-like letters, those chronicles of daily doings, and
allusions to the leading events of the day, but such as they were, they
made the sum of Teresa's life. She read each letter many times,
yearning to find in it some trace of returning love, and once or twice
of late she had believed the search successful. On one occasion her own
weekly letter had been delayed, and Dane wrote that he had been uneasy
all day fearing that she was ill. Again, writing of the loneliness of a
life among strangers, he had afterwards inserted a closely written
phrase: "_Less lonely after your sweet words_!" Teresa read that
sentence with a thrill of intensest relief. Throughout the months of
separation, she had persistently written to Dane in the same outspoken
loving manner as she had done before the fateful visit to Gled Bay. He
knew that she loved him, she was trusting to that love as the magnet
which should draw him back to her side, and would not allow pride to
stand in its way. Nevertheless, receiving those formally written
answers, it was inevitable that she should experience moments of
smarting doubt. Was she humbling herself to reap only impatience and
contempt? And then, after five long months, had come that blessed
reassurement.
"Less lonely, after your sweet words!"
Teresa had gone proudly after the receipt of that message, but she was
hungry for more. The waiting seemed longer than ever, now that hope
revived.
This morning at breakfast Teresa's thoughts were so busily occupied with
her _fiance_ that she barely realised the meaning of the words on the
sheet before her. She was automatically turning to read them once more
when her attention was attracted by a movement at the end of the table
where her father had his place.
A moment before the Major had opened a long business-like letter which
he still clasped in both hands, but he had fallen back in his chair, and
his face was blanched and terrible to behold. As Teresa stared in amaze
it seemed to her that with every second his body was changing, growing
smaller, and more helpless. "Father!" she cried loudly. "Father!" but
he had no eyes for her, he was staring across the table into his wife's
face.
"Margaret!" he gasped. "Margaret. It is ruin! I am a murderer,
Margaret, a thief--I've played with the money that belonged to you, and
the children, and it's gone. We are ruined, Margaret!--it is all gone.
What have I done! What have I done!"
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