"Not now. ... Wait! There is so much to be said.--Sit down, Dane. I
hope you didn't think me unkind not seeing you yesterday. I couldn't!
It has been such a shock. I had to think things out. The money
question alters everything. There has not been time to go into business
matters, but from all we have heard, from what the letter said, it seems
that this loss was the last of a series. Poor Father! he must have
suffered horribly, but he said nothing; only speculated more wildly than
ever, hoping to put things straight. It's a mercy Mary has her money.
She will look after Mother. It's her duty, but I am different. I could
never live on Mary." She raised her voice, silencing the words on
Danes' tongue. "I have told them that I shall look after myself."
"I shan't let you do that! Dear, I have only been waiting till you gave
me a chance of speaking. As soon as it can possibly be arranged we
must--"
But again Teresa's voice interrupted, hastily drowning his own.
"Wait, please! You must wait. I'll tell you my plans, but first,
there's something I must give you back." To his dismay he saw her draw
the diamond circlet from her finger; she held it towards him on an open
palm. Her lips twisted in a painful effort at a smile. "You wanted to
have it a year ago, and I refused. I must have seemed very bold. I
have often wondered since how I could have brought myself to do it. I
was thinking of myself, of course. I don't deny it. I could not bear
to give you up, and I hated the thought of the gossip, and the sympathy,
and the staring eyes. It hurt my pride to think of being jilted, when
I'd been so proud... But most of all--_most_ of all, I thought of you!
Dane! tell me one thing! It would help me to know... Has it been any
help having my letters this year? Did being engaged to me--as much as
we were engaged--make things better or worse? Were you one little scrap
less lonely because I cared?"
Dane had refused to take the ring. It was still lying on Teresa's palm.
He stood over her, very pale, very drawn, his eyes gazing unfalteringly
into her own.
"Teresa, you have saved me! If it had not been for you I should have
taken my life. You have been an angel of patience. It has been your
sweetness which saved me from despair. I have taken everything from you
in my own trouble, and now, when I am cured, when you have cured me, you
want me no more! What about those reasons that influenced you last
year? Don't they still exist? Have you grown tired of me, Teresa?"
She shook her head, refusing to reply.
"God knows it would be no wonder if you had; not one girl in a thousand
would have had your forbearance. And--those other reasons? Have you
outgrown your fear of what people may say?"
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