England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Oxford (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
How pale she had looked, beside that gate, in the evening light—how
heavy-eyed! No doubt she was seeing Radowitz constantly, and grieving
over him; blaming herself, indeed, as he, Falloden, had actually
invited her to do. With fresh poignancy, he felt himself an outcast
from her company. No doubt they sometimes talked of him—his bitter
pride guessed how!—she, and Sorell, and Radowitz together. Was Sorell
winning her? He had every chance. Falloden, in his sober senses, knew
perfectly well that she was not in love with Radowitz; though no one
could say what pity might do with a girl so sensitive and sympathetic.
Well, it was all over!—no good thinking about it. He confessed to
himself that his whole relation to Constance Bledlow had been one
blunder from beginning to end. His own arrogance and self-confidence
with regard to her, appeared to him, as he looked back upon them, not
so much a fault as an absurdity. In all his dealings with her he had
been a conceited fool, and he had lost her. “But I had to be ruined to
find it out!” he thought, capable at last of some ironic reflection on
himself.
He set his horse to a gallop along the moorland turf. Let him get home,
and do his dreary tasks in that great house which was already becoming
strange to him; which, in a sense, he was now eager to see the last of.
On the morrow, the possible buyer of the pictures—who, by the way, was
not an American at all, but a German shipping millionaire from
Bremen—was coming down, with an “expert.” Hang the expert! Falloden,
who was to deal with the business, promised himself not to be
intimidated by him, or his like; and amid his general distress and
depression, his natural pugnacity took pleasure in the thought of
wrestling with the pair.
When he rode up to the Flood gateway everything appeared as usual. The
great lawns in front of the house were as immaculately kept as ever,
and along the shrubberies which bordered the park there were gardeners
still at work pegging down a broad edge of crimson rambler roses, which
seemed to hold the sunset. Falloden observed them. “Who’s paying for
them?” he thought. At the front door two footmen received him; the
stately head butler stood with a detached air in the background.
“Sir Arthur’s put off dinner half an hour, sir. He’s in the library.”
Douglas went in search of his father. He found him smoking and reading
a novel, apparently half asleep.
“You’re very late, Duggy. Never mind. We’ve put off dinner.”
“I found Sprague had a great deal to say.”
Sprague was the subagent living on the further edge of the estate.
Douglas had spent the day with him, going into the recent valuation of
an important group of farms.
“I dare say,” said Sir Arthur, lying back in his armchair. “I’m afraid
I don’t want to hear it.”
Douglas sat down opposite his father. He was dusty and tired, and there
were deep pits tinder his eyes.
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