England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Oxford (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
She walked to the window, and stood looking out at the garden with its
grandiose backing of hill and climbing wood, and the strong broken
masses of the cedar trees—the oldest it was said in England—which
flanked it on either side. Lady Laura was, in truth, only just
beginning to realise their misfortunes. It had seemed to her impossible
that such wealth as theirs should positively give out; that there
should be nothing left but her miserable two thousand a year; that
something should not turn up to save them from this preposterous
necessity of leaving Flood. When Douglas came home, she had thrown
herself on her clever son, confident that he would find a way out, and
his sombre verdict on the hopelessness of the situation had filled her
with terror. How could they live with nothing but the London house to
call their own? How could they? Why couldn’t they sell off the land,
and keep the house and the park? Then they would still be the Fallodens
of Flood. It was stupid—simply stupid—to be giving up everything like
this.
So day by day she wearied her husband and son by her lamentations,
which were like those of some petted animal in distress. And every now
and then she had moments of shrinking terror—of foreboding—fearing she
knew not what. Her husband seemed to her changed. Why wouldn’t he take
her advice? Why wouldn’t Douglas listen to her? If only her father had
been alive, or her only brother, they could have helped her. But she
had nobody—nobody—and Arthur and Douglas would do this horrible thing.
Her husband watched her, half smiling—his shrunken face flushed, his
eyes full of a curious excitement. She had grown stout in the last five
years, poor Laura!—she had lost her youth before the crash came. But
she was still very pleasant to look upon, with her plentiful fair hair,
and her pretty mouth—her instinct for beautiful dress—and her soft
appealing manner. He suddenly envisaged her in black—with a plain white
collar and cuffs, and something white on her hair. Then vehemently
shaking off his thought he rose and went to her.
“Dear—didn’t Duggy want you to ask somebody for the shoot? I thought I
heard him mention somebody?’
“That was ages ago. He doesn’t want anybody asked now,” said Lady Laura
resentfully. “He can’t understand why you want a party.”
“I thought he said something about Lady Constance Bledlow?”
“That was in June!” cried Lady Laura. “He certainly wouldn’t let me ask
her, as things are.”
“Have you any idea whether he may have wanted to marry her?”
“He was very much taken with her. But how can he think about marrying,
Arthur? You do say the strangest things. And after Dagnall’s behaviour
too.”
“_Raison de plus!_ That girl has money, my dear, and will have more,
when the old aunts depart this life. If you want Duggy still to go into
Parliament, and to be able to do anything for the younger ones, you’ll
keep an eye on her.”
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